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Thanks I am trying to just get through the day before seeing my therapist but scared to be completely honest. I left a cryptic text last night but I am not sure she will be concerned by it or not she may be she may think I am being dramatic I mean I doubt that but I don't know anymore I said...

Thank you I haven't told my therapist yet part of me is afraid morebif the stigma and judgement of others because I seem fine and by others I mean mostly my parents they never understand when I get like this and have to go in the hospital and I feel guilty for being a failure I know if I acted...

Thank you I will talk to my therapist I am scared to tell her but know I have to i do see her Wednesday I don't know if I should tell her sooner to be safer

I almost want to be hospitalized even if it is a psych ward which are miserable i am just depressed and feel there is no way out...i should just tell my therapist i am suicidal and she will probably hosptialize me i have like 2 weeks worth of sick time so I could take the time off and get paid...

I have been able to count on her for everything and yesterday was a great session. If I go inpatient she said I will probably have to move home with my parents and she feels it wil keep me sick and in my eating disorder and she doesn't work with people who want to stay sick it's better now...

Oh I love my therapist and she very much acknowledged my feelings today and I feel much better after seeing her she knows what she is doing when it comes to me. She very much heard me out and she is changing tactics of how to get me out of what I am in she said I have every right to be sad and...

If I go into treatment now unless it's short term and safety my therapist will stop seeing me. I saw my therapist today and it was actually a great session and I feel differently about things and she acknowledged important things and what I want to keep in life and what I would lose. It was also...

I am very depressed and just at a loss . My therapist said if I don't maintain my weight ( anorexic tooo) I have to go to a higher level of care also she would choose long term trauma treatment and then not be my therapist anymore she said she would refer me out this made me more depressed... I...

Oh on risperdal too forgot about that

Thats awesome to hear I will talk to my psychiatrist and have her also talk to my therapist about it if we come to this decision but all this advice has been helpful

Thanks for your advice i really appreciate all the advice i have been given it helps me a lot in this decision making process. I tried Lithium a while ago it made no difference my psychiatrist thought of trying it again maybe its worth a shot she has been researching what might help with my...

Thanks for the advice everyone. I am going to really look into it i have read articles and everything and i am trying some new meds first and am going to talk more to my psychiatrist about it next month when i see her and have her talk to my therapist about the possibility something needs to...

I have tried many things including CBT and DBT and practically every medication...it was just a suggestion i have been given to think about she said it has helped many people so i don't know. its just something to think about i have time before any decision on it is made i am trying to be open...

I met with my psychiatrist last night...for one she said i looked not great like health wise because i have been not really eating i am anorexic and not even weight wise but just like i looked not great which wasn't to be mean and i know when i am restricting my skin starts looking like pale and...

Thank you for the support my therapist I think is ok with me going to sleep when just stuck in negative thoughts because it is not destructive. I journal sometimes I try positive things to write but that can be a challenge. I see my therapist Saturday so see how that goes and my psychiatrist...

Thanks my one treatment center let me ask for everything the others I will be sure to ask.

Thank you everyone. i checked everything in the section to check off on the sheet i had to fill out i am doing another one for another hospital i stayed at some places i am not sure how to do that yet so i am trying to contact them at least via email about getting records..i have been inpatient...

I totally get wanting something to just end it. i have in the past been told my eating disorder would kill me and at times i wish it would i feel it is not that bad right now so its not going to happen but it would just be easier...i have ideas how i would do it but idk i just don't if i am...

Thanks for the advice I think I can handle it I am trying a few places I have been just i suddenly have this urge I don't think it will be a trigger but if it becomes one I will trash them

I had a semi positive day yesterday and trying to focus on that but my mood is back to low and depressed...I am just tired of fighting everything and maybe I do focus on the negative too much but it's just like there I can't seem to stop like I am trying to hold on to yesterday and those...

Has anyone ever asked for their medical records from a treatment center ... I just sent away for records from one place I was at for 9 months I don't know what compelled me I just feel the need to know I plan on asking more places I have been and i have not told my treatment team I just made...

She is wonderful and I love her I think she is frustrated because I was doing well and I am not doing what she is asking or recommending like I am just either going to sleep or just doing nothing and sitting around focusing on negative stuff instead of moving forward. I am not journaling anymore...

Thanks for asking. I had a phone session last night it wasn't so great. She doesn't think I am trying hard to get out of the depression and focusing too much on the negative and when my eating disorder gets worse my flashbacks and nightmares are worse she said and depression. She said I have to...

thank you for your insight i have been inpatient many times just never to focus on trauma so that would be different for me. i am hoping it doesn't come to any of this i want to stay outpatient if i can i am trying its just difficult sometimes i don't know what my therapist is exactly planning...

I just looked up river oaks I would have to find out how long a stay is and how I could do the trauma and eating disorder when my eating disorder is an issue but not at it's worse and eating disorder programs tend to make me worse I have never done a trauma program idk I am having a phone...