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I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone there. I follow a similar pattern and have done for years. But no one will listen to me.

CPTSD - I shake internally after an event of any sorts, it is a sign of the anxiety that i am going through. But I do not notice it until afterwards how bad the anxiety was until I get the shakes.

Sadness today as I had to give up something that meant a lot to me. But it had to be done.

You will have to post lots of pics of the baby when it is born and the future wedding . Or you will have us all hounding you. LOl. What a year but a happy year for you too. Best of wishes.

I love all these stories, keep them coming, they put a smile on my face. :)

I am aware that you should not make decisions when not well. I had to make one today. It was for my own sanity that I did this and to help my marriage as it involved both of us. I basically had to let him win and take over and let him now be the boss of what was my mowing business. He has been...

Awesome and congratulations. :)

Husband, children, M&S.

Fine and sunny during the day with late afternoon storms/ rain.

I cannot get into chat this week so far. I use Firefox and do have too much trouble with it.

There is no rush when the moment is right it will happen. It looks like he cares very much for you and knows what he is getting in for, otherwise he would been out of the door before now. ;)

Great news. :)

Overcast today. Thanks KP for the awesome photo. :)

Awesome, congratulations on your milestone and many more to come. :joyful:

I would like to add a prayer for a member having surgery shortly. Still needed prays for Sister J who has cancer. Anyone who needs our prayers too. I ask for one myself as I am highly stressed at the moment. And a good diagnosis for a friends whom will get their medical results soon.

I am going to say no, being 50 I have had it all my life, it is a part of who I am. I can see that I can help lessen the ptsd, but I do not believe that it will ever go entirely.

Nightmares this week but my stress level is high. I keep getting up 2am, 3 am, 4am in the morning have to get out of bed and distract myself. Cup of tea and a computer game. Then I go back to bed when sleepy again.

My anger just bursts out. But what I did not realize is that underneath the surface were issues that needed attending to. They where hidden buried, well I did not see them below the anger. They were fueling the anger until it could not contain itself any more. Being aware of what is causing the...

I am resting today.

No, I do not think you are being immature. You are setting boundaries and that is what you need. Your father needs to respect them and you will need to keep working at them. My mother is in denial and does not think she is to blame for anything. So you are not alone there. Get on with your...

I help my daughter move. :)

Many many congratulations. Wishes for a long and happy marriage together. :joyful:

Had an ice cream with chocolate topping, I deserved it. :)

My parts of my house.

I am waiting to get back to sleep. So hopefully I can soon. Good night to all.