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No, I really didn't need my glasses. :eek: I guess they made a good chew toy for the pup...:confused:

A senseless act of violence. My heart goes out to all involved and pray those who were in that theater get the help they will need.

I currently have a 1 year old GSD. He is not my first GSD - I have had 3 GSD mixed breeds and one other pure bred. GSD are intelligent, sensitive, loyal, handsome and a working breed. As a working breed they need a lot of exercise and training. So many GSD are turned over to rescue groups at...

LH - I am SO glad you are OK and the storm did no permanent damage!! I am even more glad that Annabelle is recovering!! Whew! Last couple of days have been good. Not quite hopeful but at least not feeling as beaten. My T says we have a lot of work to do (I expect he's right :eek:) but a moment...

KP, that is SO true. He is so big, his head on my legs pins me so I can't move! I do love having him on the bed with me. He is so darned spoiled... :confused: As it should be. :)

My GSD has taken to trying to curl up into one of the recliners. He is way too big but he manages to get himself there - his front legs or bum on an arm. It is too funny! Today he even fell asleep there. I don't know how he does it. He thinks he is a person. It has gotten hot here and I sure...

My dog discovered that behind the curtains that cover the bay window, is a perfect place to hide his rawhide. Until I open the curtains of course. And then it is a great place from which to watch the neighborhood.

I second Belle and Lionheart. I fight to survive every day. There are days when I hang on just because I have survived this long. There has to be more. This site is very helpful and it is full of people who "get it." It has been a lifesaver for me. They may be "just" virtual hugs but I...

Thanks for the support, everyone. This is by far the hardest time in my life and I just can't see the road ahead. I imagine there is one... I just can't see it and aren't so certain I want to. Between the PTSD, divorce, loss of my father and I just feel completely lost. The further seems so...

KP - my pup would have been in the water in an instant. He loves the water! I am thinking I may need to buy him a life jacket before he gets himself into trouble. I wish I had had a camera tonight. He crawled up into my recliner, curled up in the seat (mind you, he really didn't fit but her...

Divorce is coming to a head. Received all kinds of new info this week. How does one love and hate the same person so damn much? I seem to go from a ball of tears to a raging lunatic in an instant. Or completely dissociated and feeling nothing. :cry::poop::mad::cry::cry::cry:

Lately I find myself thinking a lot about death. I find myself making funeral plans for myself. It is weird because I really don't think I am suicidal. I am angry, depressed, lonely and life feels pointless but I have been making lists of things that I want to go to certain people, songs I want...

(((((ITL))))) No words necessary. Feel better.

My dog brings chew toys for me to hold as he chews. Yes, he has gotten my fingers a couple of times. I yelp and he looks at me as if to say "What happened!?!" I know he never means to hurt me. I love these photos!! They are fabulous!! :)

((((Bubba))) My family doesn't get it either. I also know the battle of wanting to be left alone and being lonely. Doesn't seem to make sense. I hope you can find some peace! It has taken me a long time to accept my diagnosis. I hope your H will learn to be supportive! (((KP))). I hate the...

Bad nightmares last night. A repeat one. Today I am just exhausted and have no energy. Depressed. Really depressed. Don't care. What's the point? :cry:

I love that you have these fun and handsome pups to keep you company. I don't know what I'd do without my monster. He makes me laugh, keeps me company and is just a huge clown. I love snuggling with him at night. Pictures, well, he just moves too much and too fast for me to get a good one most...

These photos are completely fabulous!! I am so sorry for the challenges! Having recently lost my father, there are a lot of complicated emotions. Please keep posting pictures! The Paris photos gave me a trip down memory lane - loved Notre Dame!! Having never been to Johannesburg - the pictures...

Depression feels like a heavy, cold blanket wrapped around my chest making it difficult to breathe or move. It feels like my mind is lost in a deep, dark cave with no way out. It feels hopeless and lifeless. There are no colors and everything is shades of black and gray. Depression feels as...

One happy memory - I was scuba diving in a rock quarry with a friend. The water was about 60 feet deep and we were swimming at about 30 feet. We were diving along the wall of the quarry and could see all the way to the bottom, roll on our backs and see the surface. It felt like flying - attached...

Was invited to dinner with some friends and spent a pleasant evening with them. Feeling better. Just tired. Hope I can get some sleep.

Baseball. Watch lots of baseball. ;) Yeah, lots of loss. Throw in therapy heading into the some of the darkest aspects of my life and I am feeling exhausted. I know it will all be OK in the long run. The therapy will be helpful (has already - he keeps warning me that it is going to take time...

Said good-bye to my friend this morning. Lots of tears. I am so tired of crying. So tired of loss. I know I am moving in a good direction with things, it is just an awfully dark, difficult and lonely journey. I am so emotionally beaten, I am not functioning. :cry: Exhausted and drained.

suicidal (I have had to dodge several trying to cross the roads of late... suicidal rodents :eek:)

Just said good-bye to a good friend. This friend has been a rock and has meant so much to me. :cry: On top of everything else, it has pushed me over the edge. Feeling very, very sad. Too much loss in the past few months. Just too much. Everything is covered in yellow pollen today. The pollen...