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Been a wild week. omg 😲 Few things to catch up on. So in addition to previously mentioned symptoms, for the past few years I have also been suffering from gender dysphoria, never wanted to talk about it, i didn't know how to talk about it, i mean seriously WTF, however I have found the worse I...

Not having a good day, I think my marriage is over. 😥

Thanks, I know there are better ways to look at it. It was just all so sudden, and without any hand over or referring etc. It was just a shock/surprise and i don't do well with shock/surprises as they are one of my main triggers. In reality she wasn't a very good therapist. Need to find a better...

Yeh I had this. Except i had to go through anxiety>panic-attack>seizures>blackouts. To get there. Till eventually straight to blackouts. It's interesting you can go straight to blackouts. Is there any build up to the blackout, can you tell It's coming? Can anyone around you tell you have had a...

My baby boy 😍

Yeh I ended up this way, its like you somehow can detach yourself from your memory. It's kinda like they are not your memories so you don't have any feelings about them. I feel like this is another brain survival trick.

Yeh I get this, how's your memory? I had this the strongest when I went through PTSD amnesia. Lean into it, try to enjoy yourself as much as you can. I think it's your bodies way of healing.

I am grateful for my son. Best way I can describe it is he absolutely melts me. 😍

What work? Could you pls be more specific. Support is a tricky one, since this has all gone down I cut everyone out of my life bar my Wife + Son + Mum. + health professionals. Reaching out for support This is an example I'm trying this platform. For support. Looking for more ideas that works...

Full backstory I have cPTSD with severe panic attacks + anxiety + depression. I have found alot of my triggers were sounds. It's been a fukd few years, unfortunately, I have learnt the hardway, sounds including + like. * Babies crying * children screaming * actually anyone screaming doesn't...

How does one recover from this? How did you recover? I do see what you mean re, how you, well what is left of you is treated once you are this way. But I guess if it's permanent... would you ever know? I think I was locked (twice) in a state of brutal MURDER/rage/survival, that I could not get...

Yeh.. I call bullshit, You can't put a timeline on cPTSD + c/trauma recovery. Every trauma is different, while every person is also different. People can go through the same experience physically, yet it effects them completely differently. Everyone needs to run their own path. Hopefully, they...

Actually looking at the definitions I think I actually feel compulsion, it becomes involuntary. But also on this people in general were a trigger for me so I pretty much avoid people where I can. So this is all a learning experience I also become quite wobbly when it comes to this topic. Like...

I do feel there is an element of that, But I actually feel you were right with your other post Post in thread 'Had an argument with my therapist about whether feelings can kill.' Had an argument with my therapist about whether feelings can kill. I'm sorry I'm not communicating well, It's been...

I think this part you are starting to get on the money What does the metaphor actually entail? To lose one's consciousness/mind, and be replaced with one that's not you, permanently. So in all aspects other than you are in the same body the person were before is dead. What were your actual...

Yep I had a slip up in words while trying to describe how it feels to someone. 🤫😁 good pick up. As per my other comments, Extreme felt emotions/feelings can kill your psychological/emotional life And I mean no disrespect to any of them, I'm simply spitting out my experience. Hoping to find...

*Can kill your psychological/emotional life

I Re your question what do I want? I guess I also really want someone to understand what I mean, and what I went through. The silver lining, If we can find someway to help others, surely there is some lessons to be learnt from it. I really don't want to go to hell twice for nothing. No I...

Sound is a big trigger for me, Babies crying * Air horns * Bagpipes * Certain types of alarms. * Emergency services sirens + other random sounds on TV that I have now have basically stopped watching TV as it's not worth it. All still trigger me to have a panic attack, and none of which has...

There is always a better way to do things. I still believe my way would bring out the true believer of this idea, and that is who I'm looking for, I know they are out there. I wasn't looking for mass agreements, I'm looking for 1. Thankyou I'll check out the trauma diaries. Yeh lol re the msg...

I feel for you, I Unfortunately understand and can relate I too got PTSD Amnesia. Not by choice, I think and from my health professionals can say. It was something I clearly could not process. So out of survival the mind wipes the memory. Amazing thing the brain. Unfortunately for me it took a...

Also I asked this question to see if there were actually any peoples here that had experience something like this. Cause if you had you would understand. I am yet to find one. If there are any out there msg me, I would be interested to speak with you.

Also science is just a proven opinion. What I'm sharing with you is my opinion, now if there ever was enough research into this I'm sure what I'm sharing with you now would actually be proven true but again that's my opinion.

Not really sure how to work this thread properly yet but your point you said. (I guess by that definition, yes, it's possible for a feeling (however we would define that on a brain chemistry level) to lead to an outcome where the person experiencing that state dies as a result... But I'm not...

So this is not medical advice. See your Drs for that. I have cPTSD with Severe Anxiety + depression + Panic attacks I'm on *Venlafaxine, the absolute Max dose, see your psychiatrist for more info. Helps with the anxiety, panic attacks, + depression *Sodium valproate <- saved my life with...