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Greetings The Mrs made me angry today, because my winter jacket crowded her inside fleece jacket, I flashed and took all my stuff off the hall tree. She has buried issues of her own, and won't help me because it may activate her own demons. So my help is a solo journey. G

Greetings In the past 18 months I have lost a 100lbs, and I still find myself skipping meals. At this lighter weight my health issues are more reactive than before, but I continue to have erratic eating habits. G

Greetings First time dipping my toe into this field, I drive 300 miles a night on a 2 lane road, I see lots of critters just off the road. I hit a deer two weeks ago, it was awful, and that event pushed me over the edge where meds are concerned. The scope of my job requires being on the road...

I have an appt with my primary to discuss meds, this scares me to the umpth degree. The scrip issued is for Celexa..... Anyone have info on what it might do to me??? G

I have an appt with my primary to discuss meds, this scares me to the umpth degree. I'm really scared, really really really....!!!!!!!!!!! G

Greetings I was going to say that there are members here with a wealth of knowledge on how we feel and why. I am the new guy, and Welcome, listen to the comments, I have not detected any bs here at all. Take care G

Greetings And being realistic on the need for a prescription....... Yes, I have made that choice. G

Nov 11th is my birthday... I am a conservative, and have no problems with the election. My, Norman Rockwell image of america is my baseline.. G USCG 78 - 90 Search and Rescue. Law Enforcement

"When you need to remind yourself you're not f*cking up as badly as you come up with you are." Oh my dear fellow, ptsd'r, I over analyze everything, I once built a bookcase with 4x4's because I suspected the books would break 2x4's. I also do this for my current life situations, which is why I...

When you react to a situation, and your brain uses old info. .... stimuli... from a long time ago. And not the current info, in other words 'we' assume what is going to happen. I have a poor track record in this situation.... G

Greetings My song choice is in the spirit of achievements_ or in other words overcoming obstacles. Granted these things are in our noggin, it does not make it any less a foe. A foe that has the ability to do harm to you, as it has done to me. The movie Forbidden Planet had the id as a foe...

BOOM!!!!! Last night I was hyper aware of my surroundings and a few miles from the end of the route, I saw two deer running toward the road. I slammed on my brakes, hit the horn, saw them do a 180........... then I looked behind me if there was any traffic...... I then noticed that I had...

Waiting for the hammer to fall... I hit a deer last night, a truly no win situation. I was training a relief driver and after the event, I asked him to verify details as they came to surface. He is a hunter and has a much different point of view of the event. I am not a Buddhist, but life is...

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Never in my mind did I think I had to do this... Just let me get through the day without having to expending an enormous amount of energy... just to keep my mouth shut..... Yes, I am grateful that I been able to do this... to date. G

Fast track?, because 'sombody' knows?, has it's own pitfalls. My starting point was when I was about 6 years old, my crisis point that unleashed the demons securely locked up in my mind was about 6 months ago. My life now, is new to me.... every day a venture that I don't want to take, but...

Greetings I am not far behind you, I have realized that this is not just a thing. And my attempt to deal with it is, laughable, the little bastards that were unleashed from my past have now clawed into my current life... Self help, is no longer an option...... unless I want to destroy all...

Greetings Another work session done, now to transition to days. Now I have to find an avenue of support, my passive avenues are now in question, specifically my massage therapists who knows what is going on, but I'm going deeper into the well and she may not want to go there with me. I'm...

Greeetings I am sore, my arms ache, my minds a mess, because I HAD to hit a racoon at 60 mph. My route was finished and i was on US68 northbound and I had noticed a vehicle way behind me, well the road straightened out and now there are headlights on my ass. I see eyes and I start to coast...

Greetings I find myself in a downward trend. The urban influence I mentioned before came full force tonight, when I was a federal LE Officer I didn't have to absorb the attitude, but now I do..... The knot of angst festering in my soul, will be no good for me..... And I know the attitude...

Greetings Made my transition into working all night mode without any issues. Right now is a different story, details on another post. G

Greeting My t at the time did this to me, I was amazed at how I could go from just sitting there and to just a muscle tic from physically attacking him, he knew I had exposed a raw nerve. When I was coherent again he apologized for what he did, but said it was necessary to make sure I was...

Greetings Don't have one anymore, insurance won't cover it. But I have this site and the towns liars clubs (military) so I do have a limited avenue to vent, I know who has a sympathetic ear, and that means alot. When I find myself in a dark time, I sleep---- withdrawal so I don't say or do...

Today..... I don't know, I am functional but I'm not here. G

Greetings It takes me about 45 minutes to get home, because I take little country farm roads and drive about 30mph. This gives me time to decompress and not to be hyper vigilante on my travels. Tonight on my way home a kitten darted out and turned away from me and zig zagd down the road, then...