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Means you can stay the night. Well to me anyway, I am from south Georgia. I hope you can cook breakfast though..haha!
And for what I am FEELING and not THINKING.
Feeling alone.
So whats new right?
Well....alriiiiiighty then! lol Guess nobody relates to this post just yet. HAHA! I am the only drunken lonely f*cker out here at the moment. Here is a thought. I am fully prepared for a full scale apocalypse scenario. And since I am newly single I have even more supplies now! WOOOOOOO!
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I'm making this thread for anyone who is drinking and needs somewhere to vent or just speak random thoughts. I'll start. It's Christmas day and I did not leave my house or speak or see anyone at all. I am in hermit mode and the only damn reason I reached out this far is because of a bottle of...
Maybe on some shrooms or LSD? I don't know. I love horror movies, books and video games. Who knows man I get into that stuff too and maybe it could mess with your brain. I am not saying yes or no. I am merely making a useless contribution to this thread and I should probably just shut up and go...
I am always armed. Even in the shower. I am trained and continue sharpening my skills so that I will be better than the enemy who is trying to kill me. And even though I have PTSD oddly enough I am deadly calm in situations dealing with violence. Going to Wal-mart on a busy day, thats another...
If someone wants to go on a rampage and has made up their mind to kill innocent people. Do you really think that making any certain type of gun illegal will stop them from purchasing their guns illegally? I know of places right now where you can buy any kind of weapon you would want and its all...
I will come back to this when I am sober as far as the whole antigun crowd. All I can say now is this shit breaks my f*cking heart and it feels like my very soul hurts right now.
If I ever lose my shit completely and feel the need to senselessly murder people my target would be a maximum...
Phoenix I can't even imagine what you are going through. It sounds like absolute hell. I am in awe of your inner strength. The only thing I have to keep some sort of mental stability in my own life is the amount of physical training I do. If I couldn't do my kettlebells or any of my strength...
When you never answer your phone or you take forever to reply to a text if you reply at all. I personally get anxiety sometimes thinking about my damn cellphone ringing and I turn it off completely so that if anyone calls it goes immediately to voice-mail and I don't look like I was screening my...
Ok I read about a study done awhile back about Tetris and PTSD and it said that it could help, maybe even prevent PTSD all together. I have no clue if this is really possible because it said you had to play it while you were experiencing your trauma?? I did not have Tetris when I was deployed...
I feel like I have posted this somewhere before. Anyway I am jealous of anyone who can smoke weed and have it help anxiety! It does the EXACT opposite for me! I mean it is so horrible how bad my anxiety levels skyrocket and I have tried several times because some part of me still hopes that it...
I went on one of the really popular dating sites and made a profile just for fun to see what matches it would bring up. I answered every question on the very long survey and I was honest with my answers. By the end of the survey when it went to show me my matches finally, it said I had ZERO...
Wow this is weird. Ok first welcome to the forum there are a lot of awesome people on here and a lot of support and information as well. Ok anyway I have not been on and I just got on this morning for the first time in forever and posted on someones thread about an alarm clock that uses light...
Yeah I got the a Philips Wakeup light off of Amazon and it was friggin 100 bucks. The light is really bright once it gets to its full setting like a little mini sun. But for some reason I just kept on sleeping and it never woke me up and the whole room was bright as hell! haha But it did have...
Yeah I started using wet wipes in 2003 while in Iraq because in that kind of heat and not so frequent showers you need to stay as clean as possible. After I got back I didn't feel squared away unless I kept using them so it will be a lifelong habit now.:sneaky: <---This icon thing just made me...
She says she is but I don't have anything in writing or anything. And then this morning she wakes me up knocking on my door and when I open the door she just walks in my room and hops in my bed. She just needed me to hold her for awhile apparently. But all it did was confuse me more. I will be...