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Four years is a long time, I'm sorry it ended the way it did. I am also coming out of a relationship, mine was three years. My situation is weird because she tells me that no one in her entire life was as good to her as I was and that she still loves me. She broke it off when she had the...

Reading this really made me angry. Not at you, I am so sorry you went through that. It makes me angry because from what I can tell that guy was just a POS and he would be a POS with or without having PTSD. There is no excuse to be cruel to someone. That fool was lucky to have you but too damn...

I'm Kettlebeast on Steam network. I actually bought Skyrim through the Steam store because they run specials all the time. The only multiplayer co-op computer game I have right now is Dead Island and that may be too violent for some. I'm a zombie lover though. I have different games on PS3 too.

I don't have a fear of touch or anything but I kind of have to be told or reminded to do it. Sounds weird maybe but for instance I can be in my recliner and and my Ex-GF could be over on the couch while we watched a movie together and I would feel like we were having close quality time together...

I traveled back in time to welcome you to the forum. :happy: Also you joined the day before my birthday. Just a random useless fact but still cool to me.

I'm not sorry about it and thank you. I really liked what you had to say and I appreciate hearing your personal experiences. I feel better afterwards. So thats damn good in my book.

Yeah if I were in a movie this song would be playing in the back ground. I will have to check out the video, I don't know if I have ever seen it. To me personally the song is perfect for describing PTSD but the same music can mean different things to different people.

Kettlebells and video games :happy:

Warning about Scala & Kolacny Brothers though, I listened to their cover of the Radiohead song "Creep" and also they have a song called "Our Last Fight". Anyway both damn songs made me get all teary eyed. So just a warning. Could have been the mood I was already in though who knows.

Listening to Teardrop by Massive Attack as I type this, very chill. I also discovered a Belgium womens choir called Scala & Kolacny Brothers which have a bit of a creepy vibe to some of the covers they do, but I like it. Nine Inch Nails is also some of my favorite music for all kinds of moods...

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Yeah that is a REALLY important question. I have been living with combat PTSD for nearly ten years now and have basically got my stuff locked down. Most people would not have a clue I even have PTSD if I didn't end up having to explain my extreme anti-social hermit tendencies. That is why my...

Just tell him you know going into this that he has PTSD and that you want to be with him regardless. You will have to understand too that PTSD is like a roller coaster and you gotta have thick skin or you might very well end up feeling sad and lonely all the time being with someone with PTSD...

I hope you are feeling better today.

For me this forum helps put my own feelings in perspective. I have been reading through posts on here and I am just amazed at how much stuff people can go through and keep on going! I gain strength of my own because all of you are more awesome than you even realize. So thank you.

Man just reading your post made me feel better about my own recent break up. I say that because you are not stupid or weak at all, what you went through with her sounds brutal to me and I feel like you are strong as hell to share your story with us and seek help. I have had service connected...

Welcome to the forum. Don't give up.

Welcome to the forum. I am new here too but I can already tell that people on here really care. I hope you find some comfort here.

That's how it works right? :O_o: Well I didn't exactly buy her a car. I just gave her $2,200 for a down payment because she would not have been able to get transportation of her own otherwise. I have loved her and taken care of her for three years, I couldn't let her go without any...

One more thing. Name change, its comes from one of my favorite shows ever. Dragon Ball Z. I know I just let my nerd flag fly there but I love anime. :geek:

Sorry I did the quote thing wrong, It was supposed to say I was quoting scaredandlonely. :grumpy:

This is exactly how I feel too. I just never knew how to explain it. Wow. Thank you, and thank everyone for the warm welcome.

The Elder Scrolls and the Fallout series will always be all time favorites for me. I pretty much like anything from Bethesda Softworks.

When you find a way to beat the social anxiety please let me know because I absolutely feel your pain on that one.