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Sorry....I haven't been on here in awhile. What your saying actually really makes sense to me. I have decided to return to therapy. I have been out of therapy for almost a year and thought I was ok with that but for now I think it's the right thing to do.

When I say we were together I don't mean physically. We were a few years into our relationship but lived almost 2 hours apart due to my job. He blames himself for not being there. I don't blame him for not being there. I choose not to comment of the rest because my post had nothing to do with...

Thank you! I do love him. And I hurt him so deeply at the same time. He has tried so hard and I think he is at the end of his rope with me. I have asked him to go see my T with me because I don't want to loose him. I will definitely be looking into trauma bonding. It's a term I have never heard...

It did start after the trauma. I never thought of it that way. In some ways I feel like I don't deserve to have the life I had before.

Every time I feel abandoned by my boyfriend or feel like things are just the way they are suppose to be I seek fulfillment with other men. In each case he doesn't actually leave me, I just don't feel heard or cared about. Usually, someone from my past. Then I lie to my boyfriend about it. We...

Welcome! I'm new here as well. I hope you are able to find encouragement here. Social interaction is important. Even if not face to face.

I began therapy but I was 16 and not really wanting to hear what anyone had to say. My avoidance phase lasted a very long time. There were periods I didn't believe my diagnosis and just ignored it.

I was diagnosed 18 years ago. I suppressed my issues and ignored them. It wasn't until the reality of possibly loosing the love of my life due to lack of acceptance that i'm finally seeking treatment. The road of help scares the shit out of me. But loosing him scares me more.