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    What The &$&$$@$@ Am I Doing On This Mortal Coil

    I am thanks cdg.
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    Sufferer Good Morning World!

    Welcome
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    What The &$&$$@$@ Am I Doing On This Mortal Coil

    Barberian I have started a trauma diary, My attempts to die. It has been quite painful writing it.
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    What The &$&$$@$@ Am I Doing On This Mortal Coil

    Thank you all for your kind words, I will try to pull myself up again, just a bad set of anniversaries coming up.
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    What The &$&$$@$@ Am I Doing On This Mortal Coil

    Unfortunately it's too late D123, I thought if I dedicated my life to saving I would redeem myself but all I do is destroy myself even more. I try and help but all I do is either get people killed or drive them away because they can see the darkness within me and it disgusts them, they know I...
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    What The &$&$$@$@ Am I Doing On This Mortal Coil

    Why, what use do I have , I drive people away, I watch them die, I belong in hell. There is no real reason for me being here why did the guy not aim better. Why didn't the $@&@$@ Taliban not get me, why didn't the $@&@ Israeli's shoot down my $@$@! plane. Nothing, absolutely nothing changes.
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    Poll If You Repressed/suppressed Your Trauma, What Triggered Your Memories To Return?

    Death of my sister.
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    Trying Out Being Semi-independent

    You can do it.
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    Relationship Combat Ptsd Sufferer Wants Another Chance.

    How is things at home Strongheart.
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    I Deserve...

    A good nights sleep.
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    So Very, Very Tired Of It All.

    Sorry to hear that
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    Confused And Frightened Of New Symptoms

    Welcome hope we can help
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    Non Violence And Ptsd

    Strongheart I would guess it would depend on what unit you served in the military I was a combat medic not from the US but from a very opressive force called the South Africsn defense force I was conscripted I was there to make sure Apartheid stayed in power, I did stuff under their command that...
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    What Made You Angry Today?

    Feeling so isolated
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    Sufferer Looking For Release

    Welcome
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    General Ptsd? Army Veteran Boyfriend Just Broke Up With Me Via Text... Devastated :(

    Sorry to hear that we are not all like that
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    Non Violence And Ptsd

    I am a combat vet , what I saw and what I did made me.cut anger from my existance or at least tried to. I try to do compassionate acts every day and in my job that is easy.
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    I Deserve...

    I deserve not to be alone
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    What's The Point Of Therapy?

    I went through three T's before I found the right one, it's a very strong relationship you form so you need to trust the person you are talking to, hope you find the right one it helps when you do.
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    Sufferer Diagnosed Ptsd Age 26. Abuse During Childhood.

    Welcome
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    I'm Alone

    This weird thing happened to me yesterday, I had to drop my daughter off at the airport for a school tournament. I don't like crowds so I was up against a wall three steps away from an exit and a plan on how to get there if somebody tried to stop me, but something clicked in my head and I...
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    Sufferer Seeking Something... Anything.

    Welcome,there are great people here that can help.
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    Sufferer I've Seen A Lot During My Career

    Welcome both of you
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    Sleep Walking/re-living Dream

    Thanks guys, for the suggestions I will try those and I am seeing my psychiatrist today
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    Poll How Old Do You Feel?

    500
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