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As someone that has been diagnosed with DID it took many years and at first they diagnosed me with schizophenia, bipolar disorder and you name it. Not to say that you do don't have DID. But if you are switching out and having these people have different names that your other names, maybe...

Another thing is they may not be the ones healing themselves and they may be in total denial. And this is the truth. I probably shouldn't expect and apology ever from my father. He isn't the one going to therapy or is ever going to go to therapy. And he never has my best interests in hand...

I think you are right about this. Being direct as possible is probably the best thing I could of done instead of saying I want to. It gives me control of the situation instead of giving him some control. He claims he is not an alcoholic, but I know better, he drinks about a 12 pack a day and...

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I can say that the thing that mad me angry today, is I tried to tell my father, Yeah yeah yeah, my father had physically and i mean really badly physically abused me while he was drunk and then can't remember he is in denial. So the story goes is he wants a regularly relationship with his...

That's cool, I go camping up there, and used to live up there that is neat. Where abouts in the Adirondacks?

1. Grateful I am Alive today. 2. Grateful I have a someone I am deeply in love with. 3. Grateful I have some family that loves me. 4. Grateful to have pets to care for. 5. Grateful I have a lot of friends who still care about me after all I have done to push them away.

Hi guys, I wanted to tell you how I missed coming here to ptsd forums. Well I guess I want to rant about something and I guess get some feedback. Am I being immature by telling my father that I want to take time off of seeing my father for recovery reasons? I said it just like that. It is...

Thanks everyone for their support on this subject. I will talk to my doctor about this.

I think this poses a big problem with psychiatrist today. I went in for a dissociative episode and they marked me with a minor mood swing and stuck me with saphris and all this other drugs that I don't know may or may not be safe for my particular disorder. I feel drugged out have of the time...

Besides, PTSD forums, does anyone keep a personal, ptsd, or personal blog about themselves or about live in general on the internet, and if so, what do you usually rant about? Is it about your past, current events or what is really going to happen?

As lucycat said Love is an emotion and a chaotic one at that. For those of us living with ptsd loving someone and giving yourself to love them can be challenging. At times I feel it is safer to just push my significant other away.Sometimes I feel if I distance myself enough maybe I can safe...

a new tomorrow

Yeah and I wonder how destabilizing it is too.

Oh LOL....

The day before my birthday, which was October 6th by the way, I woke up went to the bathroom and was looking out of the window. I saw that our neighbor was having a huge birthday bash for some kid. I looked to see that one of the people looked like his mother. I shouted from the bathroom to tell...

It's just not that easy finding another therapist also, a lot of people say, yes find another therapist. But the truth is, I have had to find another therapist too many times. It's not easy, especially when these therapists are hard to reach, and thinking about insurance plans, which ones are...

Debbie2012, Yes I agree with you that the world does not view love the way the bible reads or some of us likes to view it. But the way I view love is giving ones self to another, full and wholly and sticking through rough times. But the thing I don't agree with is the two page bible smack...

I have never heard of this study. How do I take part. I mean I am off benzos because I tried to od and almost died from them.

My father lives up near the syracuse area and I go and visit him about 4 times a year.

Are you talking about Cornwall CT?

Hey if you need a friend text, I know about relationship issues, I have had a good share myself. And the last thing I would tell you to do is leave your man, of course, if that is what you feel is best that by all means leave him. But I think you can work this out. Give me a message. PM me.

I know now at days everyone is so busy who has time for chat? But I would love to chat with people in the chat room, especially on here. I know I go on to facebook and I am likely to get my friends whom I can chat about friend stuff, but on here I feel safe to chat about ptsd stuff and the...

So yesterday was a little distressing, and anxiety provoking to say the least. I crashed my boyfriends car. Luckily it was only at 2 miles an hour, but I guess that wasn't the most anxiety provoking part. The part that got me good, was the passenger next to me. She could not keep calm. I...

Yeah I agree with InHell11, it's like being on drugs, stoned and like time has stopped, and with s me at least I am not aware of my surroundings. 1 hour seems like 2 minutes or 2 seconds depending how bad I am dissociating. And when I come out of it, I am foggy, or my pain comes back...