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The hardest part is thinking about going and then getting yourself out of your house. Once you're there, you'll feel great about having made it there. If after a bit, you're feeling restless, you can leave. At least give it a try, you'll feel better once you do. :smile:

you guys crack me up.. :smile:

Did I mention the beautiful weather yesterday??? I wore a skirt & tshirt !! TODAY - not so beautiful.. woke up to the sound of SNOWPLOWS.. it dumped on us. Ok, so the positive thing about fresh snow, everything looks so bright and clean. There!! I'm trying to be positive, between that & my...

Mouse, I agree - everything I've done in my life made me who I am now. When my Mother in law passed away last july, I was sitting by her, holding her hand. It meant alot to me to be able to be there with/for her. When MY Mom died, it was during the night.. I remember feeling so bad that she...

veiled.. I saw the trailer for it.. looks pretty funny.. thats a guilty pleasure for me.. I like serious stuff too, but sometimes you just gotta laugh!! :biggrin:

Hi Linda Welcome to the forum Linda !! I dont have any pets.. just children !! :biggrin: I'm glad you found us and look forward to hearing from you again.

ok.. its me.. (Ubu's wife) I know I've put Ubu in a horrible position. I've turned his life upside down. Mine feels the same, if not worse. I try to explain it to him, its so hard to do - when even I dont know whats going on. I dont want to hurt anyone, yet I'm hurting everyone. And its...

I'm hoping you continue to have a good day.. its sooo hard when they're bad ones. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around this PTSD thing, its a tough thing to accept. Hang in there.. we're here for each other.. and thats been a huge thing to me. :wink:

Crab legs.. (big ones) and Starbucks Mudpie icecream. mmmmm...:rolleyes:

Scary realization.. I remember what I was like, and thats what I want back. But its soooo far from what I am now, I dont know how to do it.. frustrating.

not sleeping Big shock huh? I just cant turn 'off' my brain.. why is it the rest of my damn self can shut down, but not my brain at night??? UGGH!! So I'm tired, my muslces ache.. (and not for a good reason). But the day is beautiful, so thats a bright spot. ok.. I think thats it. :rolleyes:

ya gotta have faith I know.. cheesy.. but - no matter the religion, you have to have faith. I think God gave us free will to make choices, right or wrong. I was angry at God for taking my Mom away when I was young, I really needed her. But in your heart of hearts, no matter how bad things...

I know the feeling Mac.. right now I'm on disability due to my inability to dispatch without being nuts I guess. So I'm looking at eventually (hopefully soon) getting back to some type of work. The only problem is.. I dont know anything else. So I make a career change at the ripe old age...

The Shield.. Reno 911 (those short shorts kill me).. Its tough watching cop shows with a cop husband sitting next to you. He argues with the TV all the time... $*%(^# !! I say.. 'Honey, its JUST a show, relax.' :biggrin:

Woo Hoo !! Oh yeah baby !! Beautiful weather yesterday, and we're supposed to hit 60 degrees today !! Aahhh.. this makes me feel better. NO SNOW. HOWEVER, its only a brief reprieve.. the sucky weather will be back this week. :up-yours: God I hate sucky weather !!! Anyway.. that was my...

You guys 'crack' me up !! :biggrin:

Hi Liz, welcome to the forum. Every day is a battle, but remember we're here for you when you need us. Hang in there with us !! :wink:

Hi Gregg.. welcome to the forum. I'm glad you found us!! The people here are great, and offer an ear to listen when you need to vent, and a kind and helpful word when you want to hear one. Hang in there.. we're here for you.

welcome Hi Theresa, welcome to the forum.. I was a police dispatcher for almost 11 years until I was canned after being diagnosed with PTSD stemming from a fatal police officer shooting. My Dad and Uncle are both now, and always have been cops.. and now I'm married to one. I'm glad you...

Welcome to the forum Frecconia.. I have most of the same symptoms that you have.. nice to know we're not alone.. but still sucks, huh? You can at least take comfort in knowing that you found this forum, its full of great people that have alot in common and offer alot of help and support...

hi Welcome to the forum Porky.. its a great place, has fantastic people. Its helped me alot to have people that understand how I'm feeling, I hope we can do the same for you. Glad you're here !! :hello:

uggh.. my brain My brain hurts.. overloaded. I know I'm supposed to work on my 'feelings', but it would nice if some of them were good!! I feel like crap. Thank you, that is all. :dummy-spi

Its snowing!! I am sooo sick of the snow. Did I mention that hell is really in Utah???

take a break Herc.. when I'm having a bad day.. it helps sometimes to just take a day off from the forum.. rest your brain.. and come back when you feel better. We're not going anywhere.. we'll be here for you. hang in there. :wink:

My little brother.. silent but deadly.. then he'd blame it on the poor dog. And somehow, the dog always had a guilty look on her face!!