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Thanks Got it. Thank you!!

I saw that you tried to reach me I'm trying to firgure out how to clear out my mailbox so we can talk.. hang in there

I'm trying to figure out how to erase some things out of my inbox so we can talk .. Hang in there .. I saw that you tried to reach me

The biggest red flag I hear is- either avoid or kill he's good at both. Does this not bother you ? Someone not in treatment with those thoughts and words? You really need to keep reading about PTSD... you have no clue where his mind is... Ive been there and it never worked out and it was scary..

You will get through it.. I did.., I went through all of the pain and I'm better now.. Way better and grateful to have come out a better person, mother , and friend .. YOU WILL get through and you will be blessed

That about says everything doesn't it ?

The Serenity Prayer- God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change and the wisdom to know the difference... Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.... Forgive yourself .. You're post is a testament of your true good soul. Know you are good.

We will never know what they are truly dealing with in their minds and every situation is different. What I do know is that your own mind will play tricks on you trying to figure it out and will also make you feel as though you are to blame , that you are not doing the right things, that your...

You were thinking what I,was thinking

Ok why am I laughing ....

We can all respect each others positions , feelings, and views. As long as we are always doing the best we can in our own process that works best for ourselves , it's probably all we can do. Everyone is worthy of love unconditionally because under all the trauma and experiences we've gone...

It doesn't matter anymore anyway. I shouldn't even be posting here anymore

There's no end for us. I feel like a widow. We never forget. I see him in everything I do. I am haunted by him everyday. The pain never goes away. It's like living with a rock on your heart. Searching for answers everyday. Missing that person for better or worse everyday. I've let go I never...

Love heals guilt.. Love has more power .. Plain and simple.

If someone loves you and you love them don't let them go.

This is inspiring . A lucky girl to receive a genuine letter like that is priceless. There is never anything wrong with apologizing and sending someone heartfelt emotions. Be very proud of yourself. Eating humble pie is not easy for anyone. You did good.

BlondeBarbie, I'm sorry this is happening. I had a similar experience. Keep reading PTSD information and this forum has helped me connect with friends I will have for life and still helps me everyday in my healing process. I know exactly how you feel. You didn't do anything wrong and this is not...

Hello Aleajohn you are doing the healthiest thing for yourself . I experienced the exact same thing. I know what you are feeling. It's heartwrenching. You be patient and have faith. Lots of support here. I will send prayers and positive thoughts your way and his way.

Carey023, Dont beat yourself up over this. In a healthy relationship, these are things that are important to discuss and open communication is necessary in any relationship. As long as PTSD is being denied and not managed, that is the battle within him that has to be confronted and dealt with...

Hi, I have a 4 year old, I have to say, I feel much better about myself as a mother that I'm out of the relationship because I know there would be long term effects on my son. Although, it was heartbreaking to let go, I do now see GODS point loud and clear. Its not about me and what I want...its...

Ive been there exactly...It ended. Until they admit there is something wrong, we can do nothing but take it.

Hi kabeh you've been in my thoughts and prayers. More later. Hugs to mrod and kabeh

Feel sorry for the ex girlfriend that he "thinks" hes going to get back too. I'm trying not to sound jaded ok this is not my intention and I wish him all the happiness but...really...who wants him? I strongly believe that they get what they give...and PTSD or no PTSD....there are consequences to...

Hi Everyone, I have not been able to post past several weeks...due to some drama I have gone through with "HIM". He has done the most unthinkable disgusting things to me. He needs to be admitted. He's actually delusional and trying to make my life hell. He has even emailed my boss at work for...

Hot yoga is my favorite . You detox the whole body, find serenity , and get in great shape.