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Thank you! I don’t think I peed it out. I was just unaware that I had a urethra. At that age I assumed women peed out of their vaginas lol. So I assumed I was “peeing out” blood when I wasn’t. Regardless, I think I was dissociated as it was happening, which is another reason I question if I...

I think the reason why I wonder I was sexually abused is because I’ve always been inhibited and felt traumatized around my mother. I’ve had a dissociative disorder and PTSD pretty much my whole life. Plus I had dreams about being molested by my parents. I also had nightmares about being taken to...

I (30F) had a dream a few days ago about being sexually harassed by a woman before I killed her. The next day I’ve been dissociating around blonde woman. My mother is a blonde and abused me throughout my life, but I don’t have a direct memory of CSA by her. I just think the connection is...

I understand where you’re coming from, but if it were me I would want to know. I’m not a child anymore and don’t need any more protection. I just feel like if you’re keeping secrets like that from someone, then you obviously must feel guilty of something. I have blips of memory where I would...

Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t be on these forums because many people here seem to remember their trauma while I don’t. It makes me feel like an imposter.

Several years ago I was accused of something I never thought would happen. My mother blamed me for having false memories when I never mentioned anything of the sort, nor did I have any strange memories to go by. Three years later I would find myself becoming triggered to the point of...