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  1. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Duvet... blankets can be itchy.. Swimming in the sea or a river ...
  2. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Ohhhhh that's embarrassing..I don't remember writing this and I do actually know the difference between melatonin and ice cream 🤣... really loved your reply though... you're essentially a fountain of knowledge Thank You
  3. beaneeboo

    Other Autism??? - I know many of you have autism and I would like to hear your take.

    I'd be interested to hear about the sensory diet (if the op is too)
  4. beaneeboo

    Other Autism??? - I know many of you have autism and I would like to hear your take.

    You could go and be tested and see what you think. It doesn't change anything either way but may be of interest to you what they say. It may be helpful to learn strategies to help the areas in which you struggle, regardless of diagnosis. Whether you get formally diagnosed or not, this is what...
  5. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Definitely fries...skinny fries with spices preferably! Iced latte or normal (hot) latte ...
  6. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Would someone mind explaining the difference between melatonin and ice cream to me? Genuine question! I thought they are the same thing... Old.... Colouring pens or coloring pencils?
  7. beaneeboo

    Sexual Assault I sexually abused my little sibling and i feel so disgusted with myself

    Honestly one of the best written posts I've read on here!🙏👍🙌👌
  8. beaneeboo

    Childhood did i experience COCSA?

    I think you can save yourself the questions around was it cocsa or not (although I understand the need to do that - i would) and focus purely on what your body and mind are saying to you now. Mortified, nauseous, guilty, not being able to stop a situation you didn't feel ok in despite saying no...
  9. beaneeboo

    Sexual Assault Surviving COCSA. Am I right to be mad at my abuser?

    What you feel is what you feel. It can't be wrong because feelings are our internal gauge and guide. Anger is very healthy in a situation like this. Holding it in for so long can also contribute to the level of feeling. I hope you have good support to work on it to feel better but listen to that...
  10. beaneeboo

    Sufferer Hello. Diagnosed with CPTSD, I am new here I am unsure on how to use this forum but wanted to say hi.

    Welcome to the forum and congratulations on how hard you're trying to help yourself...I hope you have good support...
  11. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    I saw a gorgeous 2 month old golden lab puppy today
  12. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    What's the difference? You mean ice cream from Italy versus anywhere else in the world? 🤣
  13. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you so much. It really has been a roller coaster. He's been my life line but having to manage parenting when I'm triggered has been one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. When he was a toddler I was triggered every day and having to have hidden panic attacks and self harm whilst...
  14. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Don't be sorry! Not rambly and it's good to hear from others with similar experience Couldn't agree more Not all of me is so good at this. But luckily i am more often than not. These ae actually really good suggestions. It just so happens that the examples you've given are things my younger...
  15. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    So awesome... If I were a bird I'd like to be one of them...
  16. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    Such a good video! Really informative...I can't believe I didn't know the road runner is real... it is a very cool species... I was a bit disappointed they didn't show a clip of it running like the one in the cartoon with a wide angled shot!! But its call and beak clattering is very cool ...
  17. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    Sorry for my ignorance... what is a road runner? Is the cartoon road runner really real?!?@ meeep meeep!!
  18. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    I adore animals (such a good thread idea @Dark.Green.Feathers !)... we recently bought our first ever cat - I gave it as a present to my son - and I'm obsessed !! She's a siberian cat and she's also very clever and fairly easy to train. She comes when I call her and she follows me pretty much...
  19. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    Very beautiful...I would love to have one love next me!
  20. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you @Dark.Green.Feathers .. I'm sorry you're in a similar situation and that you recognise those feelings, i hope on the flip side it helps in some small way to know others can understand a bit of what you're going through on some level... this sounds so incrediblly difficult... away for...
  21. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you @WinnieThePoohChris How to get this message across on the inside!? I can really relate to all of this. Particularly the second to last sentence. I'm sorry this happened to you. This takes alot of strength and courage. Well done you... although I imagine it really hasn't been easy at...
  22. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Yeah I think you're right. Peers can definitely help. I've always found this forum so helpful for that. Being able to turn to here when there is nowhere else in the world to go to. It's an incredible place to have. It's complicated in my case atm because of my parts having very different needs...
  23. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    No need to be sorry for taking it any way. The way you took it was right.... and I really appreciate your reply. It really has helped me feel less alone so thank you.
  24. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    But equally if you want to share any wisdom I'd love to hear it and I'm sure she will at some point too...
  25. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you... I think she's just very alone. She wants to be able to talk about what's so heavy for her but even before getting to that point, it's like opening Pandora's box just thinking how to do that and the ramifications of it... she wants to be able to speak about things without the threat...
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