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  1. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    Thank you so much for the response, I'm thinking about trying art again. I did start a diary here and intend to buy a physical one. My goal is to stream on Twitch but I'm way off now due to prioritising the move. At the moment I'm trying to watch a wrestling PPV with my best friend who I'm...
  2. CazzTheGeek

    Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Intrusive Thoughts - Ending a 10 Year Relationship

    I'm struggling to cope with all my intrusive thoughts and general over thinking. This is giving me anxiety, leading to anxiety/panic attacks. I'm currently ending a ten year relationship which is hard but I'm still having to share a property, eventually I'll be living by myself for the first...
  3. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    Thank you,, I've got a list of divorce attorneys and will be seeking guidance. This experience is so painful and I'm so drained. I will be going back Sunday to speak with him constructively about the situation. I'm going through the grieving process and I don't want us to end up hating each other.
  4. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    He can't go anywhere because of work and lack of money. His not stopping me from going back, I may have no choice. But to start dating someone immediately whilst I'm still there. I understand you got to move on but damn, give me time to get my shit together. It feels so cold.
  5. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    So the marriage is over, he asked for a divorce. His in love with this other girl and wants to pursue a relationship with her effective immediately. He couldn't handle seeing what CPTSD did to me and didn't speak up in time enough to try and rescue things. Over the years our relationship...
  6. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    I do and I'm coming to terms with he may not and I'm still hoping we can. I understand the part I've played and he understands his. We've been very open and honest. Started couples counselling, he went by himself today and she will only be counselling him going forward. I don't know if he wants...
  7. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    Update, my husband has asked for a break. So as of last night I'm staying with friends. I have never felt this crushed in all my life. Any words of kindness or advice would be wonderful during this unbearable time. Thank you.
  8. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer Need Friends and Community

    My husband asked for a break last night, we talked about it like adults and set boundaries. I'm staying at a friends. I know now there's a chance I'm going to lose him. Any advice?
  9. CazzTheGeek

    Scared to go Outside

    Thanks for the reply, lately I've been trying to push myself to go out more but I'm finding it so hard with the anxiety and discomfort.
  10. CazzTheGeek

    Scared to go Outside

    I've realised lately I've been avoiding the outside world due to my trauma. In the past I've been molested and raped. Everytime I go outside I get 2-3 men staring like I'm a piece of meat, it feels dehumanising and makes me so uncomfortable. Can anyone relate?
  11. CazzTheGeek

    What Games Are You Playing?

    I'm currently playing RD2. Not finishing the story this time, mainly free roaming.
  12. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer cPTSD and looking for friends

    My PS name is CazzTheGeekUK. I'll send you my Nintendo friend code on PS.
  13. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer cPTSD and looking for friends

    Oh thanks for letting me know. 🙂
  14. CazzTheGeek

    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    Latest TV show I watched was Ironheart and film was Sonic 3. 🙂
  15. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    Thank you, regardless of what the future holds for me, support is essential. I appreciate the 💚
  16. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer cPTSD and looking for friends

    I don't have discord, you can add me on Switch. I have a PS4, I can PM you my friend code and PS name? I started ACNH again this year 🤓
  17. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer cPTSD and looking for friends

    At the moment I play a lot of PES 2008 but with an unofficial update. RD2, I like getting lost in nature. ACNH, restarted Pokemon Shield and farming games. I have ambitions to become a Vtuber, saving for a PC.
  18. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer cPTSD and looking for friends

    At the moment I play a lot of PES 2008 but with an unofficial update. RD2, I like getting lost in nature. ACNH, restarted Pokemon Shield and farming games. I have ambitions to become a Vtuber, saving for a PC.
  19. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer cPTSD and looking for friends

    Hello, new here too and already had my day improved by this community. Also looking for friends and community. I'm a gamer too, if you want to play games sometime let me know.
  20. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer Need Friends and Community

    I can not tell you all how much hearing from this community has helped me today. Thank you.
  21. CazzTheGeek

    Sufferer Need Friends and Community

    Hello, My name is Cazz and I have been diagnosed with CPTSD and Depression. I'm reaching out to find friendship and community. I've had four years of therapy and just signed up for more. I have a few close friends but no one fully understands what I go through. I have no biological family and my...
  22. CazzTheGeek

    Divorce Incoming.

    I feel like my life is over. I've struggled with CPTSD and depression for years and my husband has been my main support. However he had an emotional affair with a colleague and still thinks about her. He doesn't know if he wants our marriage anymore. My heart has been broken and my mental health...
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