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I have complex opted and did from childhood abuse. My alter has really been throwing fits lately and wanting me to get mad at him. Just cause he likes to get me mad. This causes real anxiety problems, what helps you with anxiety that seems to never go away?

I am the Alter of this person. She has DID. But is not yet Dx'ed. I really want someone's opinion. Do others experience nothing but the feeling of defeat when going to T. I really want to help my "host". But know they can only do so much. She doesn't have many friends but people will always be...

I'm not ofically diagnosed with DID, but my symptoms fit more so with DID, than schitz. I've only started my symptoms about 2 years ago, but before anyone says this doesn't happen in adults. It does, rarely. If the childhood trauma was stressfull enough and you were put into a situation of high...

I have had DID for a bit over a year now. The alter came with it's own fantasy situation and I can't help stop the dissociation and keep from slipping into that. I don't believe the fantasy, but the alter wants me to . What the alter wants is for me to get into a relationship, so I won't be...

Here's a story that I came up with awlie ago thats easy for others, as well as children to understand the effects of trauma and abuse. As human beings were meant to do the best we can to survive. With parents or others that mean us harm, our minds arn't capable of dealing with the threat of...

I was interested in asking if DID (dissociative identity disorder) or also previously known as MP; If anyone can list the differences in the symptoms. The explanations seem similar except for the meds. I have been aware of a type of "different" personality in myself, where I'm "not myself" and...

For all of us, our traumas have increased our level of awareness, to perceive any oncoming threat, (we have been conditioned). Also to be more intuitive, and sensitive to how people perceive us. Media influences us to perceive the negative aspects of the world, as well as other peoples...

Monster and Abstract: I posted a question awhile back concerning that I had feelings for my T. Also had noticed in his body language, and tone of voice. Well I did get my answer, and the feelings mutual. Sh*t, he is really the sweetest guy and so compassionate. We exchange feelings through...

My T is 100% human, but so compassionate. (group topic was relationships and had to bring how I fit into relating with relationships). He brought up that I'm very aware and very intelligent. As well as asked if I wanted to talk about anything, while using emotional transference to make me feel...

Ok, this is going to sound a little strange, and I have trouble accepting the fact that some of the therapists had buttons made cause they find my story inspiring. Since having an Identity crisis, my therapist (T) made my appointments on the same day as my birthday day each month and also...

I was severly abused from the age 2-14. I wasn't allowed to talk about it due to being in cristian school, also from my brother who was in complete denial. I was beaten with high healed shoes, brooms, and any object my mother could get her hands on, every chance she got. Also kicked a dog I...