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I can fantasize for hours. I know how and where. How to pull it off. Sometimes I can't think of anything but suicide. I replay my death and suicide over and over in my head, just repeatedly for long periods of time. When I'm not thinking of this particular scenario, I'm am just wanting to be...

So, I have mentioned before that I have my ups and downs. PTSD, depression, and anxiety are always lurking in my brain and causing me problems and sometimes I can go crazy or get suicidal even when it's not that time of the month. But my absolute lowest of the lows comes the week before my...

I wasn't sure what section to put this thread in so I hope this is the right one. I think about my trauma (abuse) and my family's non action to stop it, their failure to protect me, and their denial of it constantly. All day every day. Trust me when I say I don't want to think about it. It hurts...

*trigger warning* Hello all. I have recently been diagnosed with ptsd as a result of my childhood abuse. I was severely abused by my brother and my parents never stopped it or protected me. They just looked the other way and denied it whenever it came up. Well, I shoved it all down inside and...