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I have another surgery coming up and I'm scared shitless. I've had quite a few since the attack but this is a big one, c5 c6 fused .My anxiety is over the moon and my depression is getting bad too.i have my therapy Thursday , really hoping it helps.

Today has been horrible, I'm pretty sure my husband has been going behind my back and " hanging out" with a friend of ours.She is not into men but I have douts .He has made comments since my attack that I better get over it cause he won't deal with me like this and he wants a wife not a burden...

Again today I tried to go to a store with my youngest to get a gift for a birthday party and it ended badly. I don't know if I'm just noticing autistic folks or because of the holidays more caregivers are doing shopping outings but I was face to face with a man who reminded me of my attacker. My...

Went for my weekly therapy and left feeling lost.I get he wants me to not fear going out shopping and such but I'm not worried about that right now.Im worried about not sleeping, not being able to think and function but he keeps dwelling on going out.Am I missing the point? I said I would try to...

Tonight I need to sleep,more then a couple of hours,I'm going insane from lack of sleep so I'm trying something new . I'm adding the Valium now and doubling it.I figure it's not enough to hurt me but maybe just maybe I'll some sleep without the damn dreams and nightmares. Good night all and may...

When did your symptoms become bad?For almost a year I " only" had horrible nightmares and couldn't sleep for more then 3 hours.About a month ago I completely lost it one day when I was approached by an autistic man since then I feel like every day is getting worst.Now I hate leaving my...

I can't be near,in the same store or with in eyesight of people similar to the autistic guy who attacked me.My husband has a family member who is like this....I'm freaking out about tomorrow,the panic is freaking me out.Now what?

I was attacked at work June of 2014 by an autistic man because of the attack I have had 2 major surgeries and 2 minor along with 3 tests that are painful.I thought I was doing ok,I could sleep for a few hours before I woke up in a panic but now I'm slipping. I was approached 2x in a week by...