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    Classmate Don't Have A Chance

    Ok this has been going on for quite a few months this girl two years older than me started talking to me right after I started my new school and the girl started making sexual advances within only three days of knowing her and she told me about her blood fetish and telling kids at school if I...
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    First Breakup... Dumb

    I haven't talked about this on here yet. I have never been in a relationship prior to this. So basically this girl at school asked me out only a few days after I started going there. I went along with it just for kicks. I don't see myself as straight/gay/bi or whatever else, but a lot of people...
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    I Did Jungle Drugs And It Helped

    First night I didn't feel anything. Still didn't feel the jungle drugs kick in until the second cup. After the second cup I felt extremely cold and the worst I ever had and I was crying for at least half the ceremony. Then I started feeling the best I ever had. I did not puke or shit myself at...
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    Nad+ Infusions For Ptsd And Anxiety

    Link Removed http://realgoodnews.com/healthenvironment/miracle-cure-for-addiction-depression-ptsd-and-chronic-illness/ Anyone tried this yet? Seems that it's mostly addiction centered but promising for mental illness
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    Treated Like Shit Today

    I got in trouble for something that I didn't even do and had a full f*cking PTSD meltdown/flashbacky episode for the first time in weeks. The school administrators had five different kids in there to all watch and basically piss on me for something I didn't even do. And I forgot to take my...
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    Research Flexeril Being Researched For Ptsd-related Sleep Disturbances

    Link Removed Looks really promising. There needs to be more meds for nightmares.
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    Recipes?

    Do you folks have any recipes to share here? The retreat that I'm going to in November has a bunch of pre-dietary rules (e.g., no processed foods, meat, dairy, etc) and I'm trying to figure out new things to eat. Anything goes.
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    Has Anyone Here Tried Ayahuasca?

    I came across a listing for a six day ayahuasca retreat here in Colorado. I searched up on here and it seems that a couple people found that it really helped them, but I'd like to hear a couple first-hand accounts of it. Link Removed is the info in case if anyone is interested.
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    Childhood How Many Of Us Tried To Kill Ourselves As Toddlers?

    Was just thinking about this earlier. I jumped out of the window and a bunch of other things as a kid and never got any help for it, aside from seriously hurting myself and getting fixed up for a bit at the hospital. As far as my parents were concerned, I was just being a normal kid (on top of...
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    What Do You Do To Sleep?

    Trying to get some ideas for bedtime rituals. I made a youtube playlist from this channel's videos and play it before I go to bed and while I sleep. Oh and some aromatherapy and reading thrown in. :bookworm: Edit: Here is the playlist in case if anyone is interested.
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    Starting School Again

    Yay!! I found a school here in CO that accepts students of all ages. My dad and I will be moving out to the suburbs in January and he will be getting a cheap car with the money saved in rent. It's one of these. I will still take the GED as soon as I turn 17 and start community college, but this...
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    News News Is Gross!

    I just watched TV news for the first time in years. It amazes me that people consider watching this trash in order to be an informed citizen. And not even Bill O'Reilly supports Trump. Bummer. TV makes me depressed. I spent most of my time guessing what the commercials were for. :(
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    Gee, I'm Grateful I Have Such A Supportive Family!

    My pops brought this up earlier today and told me it's ok to this if I want to. :mad::mad: Assisted Suicide for Mental Illness Gaining Ground - Medscape It's apparently legal in some countries for my age group. If I wanted to kill myself, I'd rather jump off of a cliff than have a f*cking...
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    Decided To See A Psychiatrist

    Knew I had to do something... I stayed up for three days straight and ended up hallucinating from it. :yuck: Trying to stay as far away from benzos as I can... I was taking 8mg of Xanax and 10mg of Ambien together everyday and I think it fried my brain a little. It's been nearly two years since...
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    Early Menopause (aka Pof)

    Just had my hormones tested after experiencing a variety of menopause like symptoms in the past two years. My hormones were basically in the same range as a postmenopausal woman. My doctor thinks that my ovaries gave up on themselves as a result of being so stressed out, possibly being poisoned...
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    Sorry, But I Don't Work For Free!

    Not really looking for advice or anything... I think I've done what I can. People are sick. I got my first job a few weeks ago as a table busser. Our paydays are meant to be on the 15th and 30th, and we were meant to be paid for training as well. It's a new restaurant, so my manager wasn't sure...
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    Need Some Guidance

    Let's just say I'm 16, in my second year of highschool, and my dad wants me to drop out. He's sick of paying for my homeschool program and wants me to just get a job or get married when I'm 18. He wants me out as soon as possible. I looked up the laws here and I cannot legally drop out until I...
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    New Food And Christmas

    In the past three days, I have tried the following foods for the first time: Scallops Poached eggs Salmon Fried eggs I LOVED the scallops, salmon, and fried eggs! They're going to be my favorite foods for awhile. This is a big success for me because my mother restricted a lot of my food and...
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    Was My Therapist Abusive Too?

    It's been close to one and a half years since I last saw her, but I can't help but feel that something was wrong. Here's some things that made me feel suspicious: Telling me about how her dad sexually abused her in great detail (I was not sexually abused. Besides, her father worked in her...
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