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    I Need To Hurt Myself If I Want To Feel Anything

    I so rarely feel any connection to anything. I feel stunted and in my own head. I don't notice when I experience pleasure or joy, so physical pain is the only thing I have left to feel. Grounding doesn't work. Meditation doesn't work. Exercise doesn't work. I feel void and shallow. I have no...
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    If The Key To Happiness Is Loving Myself Then I Don't Know That I'll Ever Be Happy

    I nearly killed myself last Saturday. I felt really alone and no one wanted to talk to me except my abusive ex (and at least their manipulation is attention). I struggle to maintain a self-concept. I struggle to break through this giant plexiglass shield that has always surrounded me. I'm always...
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    Dae Compulsively And Constantly Tell Themselves To Kill Themselves?

    I should note that I've struggled with OCD for a while, but this feels dfferent. Whenever I'm depressed or angry at myself or feeling fat or stupid or ugly, I say to myself "kill yourself" over and over and over. Never out loud, though sometimes I mouth it. It oddly makes me feel "better", in...
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    Sufferer C-ptsd Abuse/neglect

    Hi everyone! I'm a 27 y/o woman diagnosed with Conplex Post Traumatic Stress disorder stemming from a lengthy list of things. Childhood was enormously rough--long periods of neglect and homelessness, physical and emotional abuse as both a witness and victim--and things haven't been very easy...
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