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hi everyone. I'm on the rollercoaster, some days I'm fine, others not so much. I'm so depressed. I've been frozen for over a month, can't get anything done. Can't even listen to music. But the heartache feel real. It's like my heart is trying to beat right out of my chest, it feels huge and...

i just got home from inpatient treatment for extreme SI last night. I'm not doing too well. Kind of want to share what's going on but not feeling the desire to even type. Hard to see a reason to go on at this point. Hopefully things will improve as the days go by.

yesterday was a tough day But today is AWESOME! This morning I found three four leaf shamrocks while I walked my dog. I ate an egg and went to work out at the gym. My weight is down and I'm loving working out - something new for me, I always hated it before! Got home and fetched my mail, which...

Hi all My name is Sandra. I, along with my sister and two brothers, were sexually, emotionally and physically abused by our father. When my sister was fifteen she attempted suicide, and very nearly succeeded. It was so scary to see her in the icu. She went to an in patient program for a bit...

I was abused as a child - until I was able to make my escape at 18. I was very self destructive, worked as a prostitute, drank and drugged, but finally stabilized a bit at about 23. At 25 I married an abusive older man, (30yrs older) then after divorce I isolated to the extreme.. no commitments...