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lately i have been feeling a sense of disgust come and go, i have also had along those feelings memories of what feels like random memories appear. I find myself agonized by this and very distracted by these sudden and out of the blue thoughts and images. It is almost always paired up with...

After dealing With weeks of CSA memories and reliving the trauma at least something like 3 times a day for hours on end. Something changed, and i can feel it all around. I still feel the things that drove me into broken thought processes and checking behavior. I made conscious marks and...

I've been suffering from flashbacks for a very long time, without accepting what they actually are. I feel much cleaner when i had felt very dirty not knowing what i was feeling. Although going through this i feel tired and afraid of loosing touch with myself. has anyone walked the same path...

Hello is anyone here able to talk about shame to me? I am a sex abuse survivor and i feel helpless and intimidated by memories of forced sexual actions. Followed by intense flashbacks i am left stunned for a long time, during these flashbacks i lose control of my body and it feels like i am...

I was sexually abused as a child, and i was introduced to pornography with a perception of my own sexuality as an enigma, i sought out erotic feelings in attempt "get over" an insecurity. When i was very young i had struggled with reoccurring washes of a feeling of violation and a sensation that...

After flooding in order to deal with intrusive thoughts and overbearing memories and feelings, i had found myself dry heaving as a reaction to the disgust i felt. Has anyone else come across something like that?

Hello, i am a 19 year old man who has lost my entirety of childhood memories.. I grew up in a household with a an abusive mother and a sexually exploitative older brother. I was abused multiple times, i was hit, overtaken, molested and raped. I had always struggled with connecting with others...