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Just random stories because I have no questions. I may be looking for some validation but I know what I know. Consciously these stories need no validation. Story one. Maybe 6 months ago. I will call this the external motivated one. I found myself very mad at me. I went to punch a wall...

I don't know how to title this! About 20 years ago I was sitting at a card table. Mostly good friends and one acquaintance I had known for about a year. I made a "bad" joke noone understood. To defend myself I said "A good joke will get everyone to laugh. A bad joke will make me seem dumb...

In talks of PTSD results I can fit in. I was very severely emotionaly abused. No bruises. No penetration. I am only her because of the way I perceived a world and how it doesn't fit the script of the way others perceive it. I can't show my scars. Is that offensive to those that can? If...

I have found myself in life asking/begging for validation of the weirdest stuff(my behaviors/feelings) The weirder it is the tougher time I have validating. My weird is normal to most. I get mostly the validation one would expect. Somehow this "weird" is me looking for something else. Most...

I have had a handful of what I considered nightmares in my life. Bad dreams along lines of what I heard others speak of. Not frequent or life changing just what I perceived as normal. In my mind I had just wierd/awkward dreams. When I told people about them I could tell with a smile on my...

I have just realized this about myself. I can watch a movie or watch life and I realize what a caring, compasionate face means as far as nurturing. The theory is drilled in me. I know it, I do it! Anyhow I have realized that most caring and compasionate faces I have come across in my life...