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I had been dry for like 3 or 4 months...then out of frustration decided to get drunk. Prior to this, I'd only down 105 vodka, but saw some 151 vodka and got plastered out of my gourd. It seems when I drink, many times I'll get really depressed (alcohol's a depressant..so not really a shocker...
I've been that way for so long that it really doesnt bother me. I've attempted a couple times via OD. Have thought about gettin a gun...but I truly believe that knowing my luck, the gun would explode in my hand and i'd just be worse off than I already am. I know this might sound infinitely...
I am a female and I can shock most men and seem tougher than them---kinda animalistic. I dont really believe that is me, but it's a role I play to feel safe . I also have noted that when I feel threatened, I don't blink---again, kinda animalistic
Is being animalistic common/normal for PTSD?
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Just wondering if any of y'all found any particular books helpful in dealing with the reason you're at this forum. I am currently not seein a shrink(can't afford 'em) but would still like to address with some issues
For me, the ones listed below have been helpful:
1. Trances People Live by...
Though I've been diagnosed with PTSD, I think I have C-PTSD(not sure thats in the DSM though). I'm extremely avoidant and dont really address issues..great at small meaningless talk though!
Anyone else hear/read about Ecstasy being used to treat PTSD...