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My father who has been very supportive, when I told him a detail of my trauma when I was drunk (which at that stage was every night) said "we could of lost you" I stupidly said I wish you had. he's face after stays with me. I was lost in all of the symptoms mixed with serious substance problems...

Yeah it's certainly cyclic for me, I get long bouts of it which usually go with a weirdly non disturbing feeling I'm gonna die soon. I spose a cycle breaker like you were describing makes sense. Hard to do of course. especially when you're kinda detached from life in general and in your own haze...

Yeah it's wierd though I don't feel sad, just an emptiness from maybe knowing I should be. Maybe it could fall under that umbrella. But I don't have thoughts of ending my life, just getting away from it somehow, that sounds intense with what you expierienced. I tend to work to keep busy but have...

Definitely!

Does anyone just loose interest in literally everything. sometimes after work I sit at home just staring into space almost all night, cause I don't want to do anything basically because nothing is pleasurable, I don't care enough to do anything productive, and feel I can't relate to or...

Thanks matey

Yeah, I do it because it sometimes makes me feel more if I'm having a long period of disassociation. In fact most of the things I watch or read relate to sudden loss and violence. My friend who served in Afghanistan also tends to drink and watch documentaries or footage of the war to feel and...

Cheers, it sounds good:)

Cheers:)

I'm James, I am 24, from Australia and work in bushland restoration. I witnessed a violent crime when I was 19, my partner and her two younger siblings passed away at the scene and I was also almost killed. I have since struggled with many symptoms, and have been unable to get back on my feet...