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Thank you so much. I don't know much about my therapist except she's a she and my first appointment is Wednesday. The intake specialists mentioned sexual assault womens group too. And yes I'm still holding out hope that my baby girl will come home You make some very good points Fridayjones. I...

Oh and no news on my cat yet

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for helping me get through yesterday. I know you all know how hard it is. I had my intake appointment this morning and they said yes you have ptsd. Is it bad when after you finish your story the intake specialists says "wow"

And I'm trying so hard to give them the benefit of the doubt

Thank you and thank you. I like fb. It It also really sucks because you can see when someone is just flat out ignoring you or all the other stuff you'd be better of not knowing. And it's not like we're random friends. We've been close friends for years

Like I said I've been there for them through good times and bad. And I'm sorry to go on and on. I'm just feeling lost right now

I have my first therapy appointment tomorrow and I'm scared shitless. My cat has disappeared and I'm scared she's gone for good. She is like family. I tried messaging a couple of close friends on fb last night so I know they saw it. And I know they've been on several times since then. I just...

Definitely a lonely painful process

Thank you. As to my question there's something else I want to say. I deeply apologize and it's and it's nit directed at any of you I'm just feeling really bitchy right now. But what is so hard about being true to your word

I'm kind of getting the attitude that you can't depend on anyone but yourself and I hate that feeling

It sucks and it's kind of heartbreaking. And after being heartbroken every day for 20 years by my now dead husband I don't know how much more I can take. And quite frankly I'm angry right now. No offense meant

I understand all of that. I've shared my happiness and successes with them. I've tried to make sure I'm there for them through their good times and bad. And to let them know.how much I appreciate them. I'm getting tired of putting all the effort in and getting f'ed over it seems

How do you deal.with the fact that those who said they'd be there for you (friends and family) seem to.be absent when you reach out to them. Some I've known for 20 years and you're left feeling all alone as you go through your struggles

I am still struggling so much in dealing with what happened to me. In response to kwanygirl (I hope I spelled that right) no my oldest son is not harassing me any more. I think it was his natural response to the terrifying experience of having his dad attack his mom and then kill himself. In a...

Gabapentin was prescribed to me for restless leg syndrome. At 400 mg at night. I also googled the drug. And there is a website I found that discussed the effects of gabapentin at length. Actual users and abusers were the discussers. (I don't know if against the rules to discuss this so let me...

IT is absolutely no problem. We are all here to learn love and grow from one another:laugh:

Thank you everyone for your responses and your understanding

Thank you everyone

I'm right there with you. Today I showered did a load of laundry and made dinner and it took all my effort to get up and get that little bit done and it completely exhausted me

Thank you so much. I really really want therapy soon. My anxieties and fears are the biggest hurdles keeping me from it right now

I'm not sure where this belongs. In New to the site and still learning. But I was wondering if anybody had any recommendations on books I can read until I get up enough guts to go to a therapist. My background. Married for 20 years to someone who was verbally mentally emotionally abusive...

I'm Not sure this is in the right forum or even where to begin so I guess I'll just jump right in. One year ago I left my husband of 20 years. He was mentally verbally and emotionally abusive. After I left he tried to rape and kill me and shot and killed himself in front of me. We have a...

Hi all. I think I have ptsd. I haven't been to a therapist yet but my primary care doctor thinks I do. One year ago I left my husband of 20 years because he was very emotionally verbally mentally abusive. He never laid his hands on me although he punched the wall next to my head a few times...