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Hello everyone, well life has not been easy. Lost my familey, thought about giving up a thousand times. I have started a blog to share my life with PTSD. My goal is to rais awareness of PTSD. I would be greatful for your feedback. understandingptsd.org Thanks Thomas skinner

This roller coaster of emotions is killing me. It is a nice sunny saturday morning and my family wants to go do something outside i say ok like a dumb ass and instantly I find my PTSD hiding in the corner ready to strike. I know it's there and just waiting to show it's ugly head. It is so much...

The part I find so hard to except and understand is I have no real anxiety about combat. Noriega in panama or desert storm or the other things I have had to do. The funeral detail is the base of my problems and my PTSD. Putting a name to my problems has been such a relief to my wife today but...

Wow I am overwhelmed with anger and emotions. The VA hospital just called to inform me I have PTSD. I guess talking to 5 different doctors at the hospital helped not to mention the police at my door doing a safety check because I am freaking out. The different hospitals I have been locked up in...

I made it through yesterday! I have no idea how... Today is just ok. thanks for all the support it really helped

I feel different today, like my time is up. I did the best I could do to get through this. I am just not strong enough to get through this. It is so much stronger than me. I really feel nothing but well nothing at all. I might go to the VA. I might call a different hospital but today is the...

Went to the VA yesterday. 2 hours of talking to a trainee. When will I be important enough to see someone Allready trained. Y can't I see a real doctor. They don't take you serious tillyour dead. How u get real help without a gun to your head. I feel my deth could change the treatment of...

Well I made it through the day. Now the night. I am scared

I need help TODAY. right this minute. I am so desperate to make it all stop. I really can't handle this I am very NOBODY UNDERSTANDS I feel like screaming. No I feel a screaming in my head. I feel I should. This is a waste of time I cant even come up with a clear thought I am sorry

I had one really good day this week. Yes it was to good to be true, my PTSD or whatever I have going on has taken over my night, my dreams, I now wake in total panic and fear...... If and when I can get some sleep. Anybody in San Diego. I really need someone to talk to.

I just feel like giving up.

My son is now in basic training in San Antonio, tx. My wife feels like this was my trigger for my anxiety. The VA hospital doctors just push pill after pill at me with no good results. I just have the feeling of being drugged up and full of fear. I was cut on my arm while being chased around...

I just checked myself out of the VA hospital. I check myself in after 9 days of complete confusion, anxiety attacks, panic, fear, sadness, and feeling desperate for some help and relief from my owne thoughts. I can feel myself going crazy. I have always been a mentally strong person until...