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@Sandi79
Oh nooooo ..... :-(
Are you ok?
On the positive side, it's a good thing, and you did the right thing by ending it now. If he is not at least willing to work at it.
It really really isn't fair that you are willing to go through the torture, pain and suffering emotionally and...
@bell
A LOT of work is right, that is an understatement! I feel as if I've been to hell and back at least 10 times now and en route again? Good luck with your future endeavors , don't give up.
@Sandi79
As a sufferer only:
I love your comments ... I love your admiration, dedication, commitment, and determination, not to mention the strength you must posess .....
But as a sufferer that has just lost his family and wife:
Please Sandi79 take some necessary precautionary measures with...
@nursenurse
You are absolutely right about me having to work on myself and feel good about myself too! I can't recall how many times my wife has accepted me back after our break ups, yet I don't even recall the source of the break up? I'm reiterated of the subjects or topics at hand that...
@bell :
Omg, It's ironic that you mention things get worse before they get better?
This is like maybe the 19th or 20th time that things got worse before really getting better. Optimistically, I guess, in terms of things getting worse, this here, right here, definitely Is and was the WORSE...
@ nursenurse Yes, you may be right.
I actually was grateful for my wife's support, not a lot of supporters are strong enough to turn that cheek so many times.
So for that I was blessed and fortunate.
Thank you for the positive influence and inspiration to continue working on myself. I know...
As a sufferer, I am sooooooo sorry that we put you through this :-(
Reading your story made me so emotional and teary eyed. It gave me quite the picturesque insight as to how I made made my wife feel, she didn't deserve that, you don't deserve that :-(
The difference is that I really did try...
I'm still Kissing My Teeth, shaking my head in disbelief just thinking about and trying to make sense of it all...
PTSD???
Or is this, could this, really be that I am an egotistical, self centered, violent, no good for nothing, ticking time bomb loser that is only capable of administering and...