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    Childhood My Dad Abused Me Up Until The Time I Turned 18 That Is When I Developed Ptsd!

    @Neverthesame It would be counter-productive, I agree.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    I'm not trying to make a mockery of marriage at all.
  3. K

    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    What? I never said I want to be a man.
  4. K

    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    First off, I don't want to date a lesbian. And if I do find a bisexual woman to date I would be committed to them. Why do you assume I wouldn't be? I want to have sexual and regular emotional feelings for them too. I do not just want a girl to mess around with sexually.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    @Kaia What's wrong with wanting to have a Fiance and a Girlfriend? And I don't want a girlfriend to fulfill my needs. I want a girlfriend because I am attracted to women and want to give a woman my love.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    @Changeling I am ready to commit to a relationship. I like men more then women but I also want to be with a woman.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    I am not a lesbian I am bisexual. And I do not want to pine over a lesbian I want someone who is bisexual like me and I do not want to remain at a distance with my man. I want to love them both equally.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    @Recovery4Me No actually he's not allowed to be with another girl. Only with the same sex as him and he's not bisexual like me so he only gets me.
  9. K

    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    I may have worded that wrong. I do not want to see what it's like to date a woman. I know what it's like to date a woman without the sex. I liked the feelings I got when I was dating my girlfriend that I recently broke up with on Facebook. I do not want it just for sex. I am actually very...
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    I have every right to have a Fiance and a girlfriend and eventually a husband and a girlfriend. What is wrong with that? I can love them both the same.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    @anthony Actually. I want to love someone else (a woman) just as much as I love my Fiance and if she wanted to I would have no problem with her coming and living with us.
  12. K

    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    Actually my Fiance knew about my girlfriend on Facebook. Me and my Fiance are already in the process of getting couples counseling somewhere with the help of my Psych Clinic.
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    I Want To Die Because I Can't Find A Girlfriend That Wants To Date Me.

    I have been trying to look for a girlfriend that would be okay with dating me even though I have a Fiance, because I want to know what it's like to date a woman. I just got out of a relationship with one of my Facebook friends that is like a really good friend and it wasn't really serious and...
  14. K

    Is Homicidal Ideation A Symptom Of Ptsd?

    I have PTSD, it's not officially in my file but he says I have it. I have had problems with Homicidal Ideation in the past. The first time it happened was June of last year. And I had some Homicidal Ideation today. I was on the phone with the cell phone provider Cricket trying to get my phone...
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    Childhood My Dad Abused Me Up Until The Time I Turned 18 That Is When I Developed Ptsd!

    I was abused by my father up until the time I was 18. He did all kinds of horrible things to me Verbally and Physically and Emotionally. And he might have abused me Sexually. I have a feeling he did and I just don't remember if he did or not. My grandma used to see him slap me really hard across...
  16. K

    I Had A Horrible Nightmare About From When I Was In The Homless Shelter!

    I don't understand the question really. I kinda do but I kinda don't. Because I don't know how to answer it.
  17. K

    I Had A Horrible Nightmare About From When I Was In The Homless Shelter!

    Omg, I thought you said "This sounds silly" I was so mad for a second there. Gonna go get me a powerball ticket cuz it's really high like almost half way to a billion dollars.
  18. K

    I Had A Horrible Nightmare About From When I Was In The Homless Shelter!

    Oh, I wrote this right after I had the nightmare and It's been since 8:30 AM my time and it's 10:52 AM now. So I'm fine now. But I woke up like 5 minutes after I started pinching and shaking my head. And that could have been a lot longer than 5 minutes in dream land.
  19. K

    I Had A Horrible Nightmare About From When I Was In The Homless Shelter!

    I had a dream about being in the homeless shelter I was in. And I must have been really scared because my cat is licking me (not that she doesn't already lick me) but she is also like cuddling with me and laying her head on me (which she never lays her head on me). I must have been screaming in...
  20. K

    The Good Things In My Life Lately!

    I know I have made a lot of weird threads lately and I just wanted to make a good on. I'm really excited because I'm a furry if you know what that is and my person I commissioned drew me the coolest Fursona that totally looks like me if I were a real animal. I mean inside I'm a real...
  21. K

    I Just Found Out My Fiance Didn't Get Me A V Day Card Even Though He Had Plenty Of Time

    Yes, and I feel bad now. Cuz I realize it was a stupid thing to get mad over. It just really hurt me that he didn't think of it himself. He does this to me every year for like the past 6 years. And we have almost been together for 7 in March. It just hurts that I have to tell him every year.
  22. K

    I Just Found Out My Fiance Didn't Get Me A V Day Card Even Though He Had Plenty Of Time

    He just told me he wasn't going to give me a Valentine's Day card until after Valentine's Day. He said he was going to get me one just wasn't going to give it to me until after Valentine's Day. What the freak is wrong with him?
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    I Just Found Out My Fiance Didn't Get Me A V Day Card Even Though He Had Plenty Of Time

    I fell in love or thought I did with a man very much so older than me and I unfortunately kept switching between them. This time I am staying with the current younger one. The older man has PTSD and he also happens to have 2 types of Cancer now. Lung and bone.
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