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I am coming out with my problem and my past. Since I have move out and living on my own, a storm of memories and flashback came back in. I slowly start to wake up from the sleep I have been for so many years and see the truth as it is. And is not pleasant as my childhood years were filled with...

He was sleeping with me after divorse. He came to my room and asked to sleep together. Also this happened in the village many times. Also I can't explain how I got into porn so fast. I start having talks with my mother she told that he was into porn sites from back then.

I want to know. Yes. Also I noticed I get sexually aroused when he is around. This always happened but now I am realising it.That might be a sign of serious child abuse. He starts watching my songs (I am an artist) from his room and today he was wearing cologne. The guy is a complete psycho I...

Yesterday I told him that he knows what he knows and that it is not his fault and started acting weird. He stayed up all night and next day morning he cleaned the whole house. Also he tried to find a way to blame him self for this and that and I told him to cut the crap. Interesting shit goin on.

Started to slowly play around the terms gay, and keeping a secret and I saw a totally psycho point of him unfold. He became stressed start drinking water excesivelly and then started becoming more and more violent. Memories of him hitting my mother started emerging.My mother around the corner...

I feel sorry for him sometimes. Tried so hard so many years to live a life to please his parents from the awful truth....that he likes men. So f*cking what? He was such a smart man he could become really happy and successful. I hope he will accept his true colors. As if I was abused or not I...

Thank you hailstorm. Is not painful for me anymore. And even if it it its now ok. I see all this as a big way to become really strong and be a good person after all this. Love my wife, my kids, have a nice and loving life. At the same time I am very ambitius. This has to do with the abuse -...

Asking my mother is not an option. She is untalkable and very tiring to talk with her. I called her yesterday and realised it. Time to say goodbye for ever. As for my father I will ask him my self when I feel ready. Not far from now. I can now see where my nail eating habits started and why I...

Hello there forum, This is my story and I will try to keep it brief. For as long as I remembered my self I was a very shy boy with low self esteem and problematic relationships. I always had a terrible nail eating habit and various problems. I remember now that sometimes I had weird memories...