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I'm sorry a friend intervened and spoke for him that's not ok on so many levels .. If he hasn't been reciprocating your feeling and the effort you've been putting into the relationship than he's not worth your time and effort... No relationship is ever going to be picture perfect but there...

I'm so sorry you're struggling so much.. It's so hard when those we love don't love us back as much and there is nothing we can do about it :(

Thank you so much @Friday Ive never heard someone else say that they shared some of those 'other' pieces with me thank you for understanding my issues with doors and how difficult they are and how hard it is to move to make a decision and then how that backfires when I'll make a decision...

That's great that you got to face your fears and swim with sharks... My fears are different and I face them daily I'm afraid of noise, doors, food, people, sleep, men, touch, driving... Etc and everyday I get up and feed my family drive my son to school and activities interact with...

Thanks funny @Will86 I was just thinking about those two things... Martial arts and yoga.. I have fibro and arthritis and I know that if done right both of those could really help my physical issues as well. I'd love to learn and practice both... But.. On the one hand unfortunately I can't...

Thank you thank you thank you!!!

Darn I'm stupid beyond belief... I couldn't write out the title and hit post by mistake and now don't know how to edit or delete it and I'm not sure how much I want this post up here... Im giving out way too much information

I know I'm going to regret this, I have never told my story here and I'm not ready to divulge much now either but I was wondering if any of you had experiences similar to mine... Amongst other traumatic experiences my main pain stems from my first marriage. I married a man who believed that I...

I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time :( I don't know if a hospital is the right solution or not i can't say but I can relate to wanting to disappear hide run away but you can keep working through it so that you can do the things you want to do

That's so scary muttly :( I'm so sorry you experienced that

And thank you very much for accepting and reading my very very long story :)

Now that is something I can definitely do :) and yeah I love my hubby hes not an easy man but he's the best and only man I fully trust

Thank MY husband? I wish I could.. He doesn't talk about it like it never happened and will never admit that he has ptsd symptoms even though they are so obvious.... He's a different sort of person lol.. Very rough and tough but won't think about his life in order to save yours.. After 9/11...

While I currently live in Colorado, Ive lived in Israel for a considerable amount of my life, my family moved there when I was 10 and most of them still live there today .. I have dealt with terrorism and war situations... I have survived bus bombings shootings and other types of terrorist...

I know my husband loves me I doubt he'll ever get therapy for himself or change himself in any way but that's OK with me I understand him and knew what I was getting into... And let's be honest he puts up with a lot from me, ptsd, did, arthritis and fibro are a great combo it's not like I'm a...

I'm not ready to fully admit to alters last week was the first time my therapist tried to insist that I acknowledge it... I acknowledge that i have gaps in my memory I will admit that I have altered states of being and that it's something I'm working on handling but haven't gotten there yet...

Logically I wouldnt want to ruin my son's life and that's what an action like that would do logically i know that that would change the course of his life and would prove that I don't care about him or love him... I could never do that to him.. I have ptsd and did .. In my logical state I know...

My hubby would never agree to stuff like that in the bedroom... I do have tons and tons of nightmares I've tried dream catchers and stuff like that but thats never worked for me.. I do have a whole sleep routine music with headphones, lavender oil, Journaling and meditation etc that hasn't...

I think I know it's always gonna be a fantasy that I know I'm not going to be able to give into as much as it hurts me to say it I know that I can't take the easy way out now or anytime in the near future I think that kind of act will negate everything I've done to try to give my son the best I...

I wonder how my hubby is gonna react to that but I'm gonna give it a go.. It can't hurt it can only help and he doesn't go there in the winter anyway

I wish I could do that my doc is almost ready to drop me shes been calling me asking me to come in... Im really scared of calling her even though my therapist keeps telling me that she's not going to be mad or hurt me in.. And I know that my hubby loves me and all that good stuff he's a real...

I love that idea I have a room downstairs that is 'mine' in the winter to smoke mmj (totally legal and endorsed by my doc and therapist) I can make that into my safe space... It already kind of is but maybe making it official in my mind will help solidify it as a 'safe' space

Driving is a trigger I deal with all the time to a certain extent (I live in a rural area like I said and I'm better with driving locally but can't drive in the city at all) but now I don't trust myself.. I haven't slept I can't stop crying I'm seeing halos I'm dizzy disoriented dissociated...

I wish I could ask for help... I didn't take my son to school all last week and most of the week before he stayed home some days and I asked others to pick him up and drop off some days.... I live in a really rural area so it's a detour for everyone to get to my house and I can't keep asking...

My hubby gave me back my car keys so that I can take my son to preschool today m I'm beyond petrified