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Well my parents said that no ones aloud to go anywhere to anyone house and no ones aloud to come to our house until CPS comes and talks to us and launches their investigation because they don't want anyone finding out because they don't was to ruin my brothers reputation........ And I try to do...

Yea I have a therapist and I plan on talking to my youth pastor at church soon...but that's about it but I can't really distance myself from them and I love them to death I really do but I don't get how they just idk I finally get the courage to tell them and when I do that it Dosent seem like...

I feel very hopeless right now all my symptoms are just getting worse! Nothing is getting better! You know it really kills me that I don't think my parents beleive me...if you've read my latest posts then you know what I'm talking about. A poem: Hope Breeds Eternal Misery...

But yea I'm not suppose to be alone with him.....

My parents told me last week that they wernt going to leave me alone with him because it's not safe and because it scares the heck out of me but my parents are leaving me alone with him tmrw!!!! And im totally freaking out and scared out of my mind and yea I have my therapist comtact info but...

And great lets just add on too my big list of issues now tmrw mourning me and my brother are gonna be alone at my beach house for 7hours that mean I'm gonna be freaking and probably have a few panic attack too great sounds fun....no I'm scared out of my mind...

But thanks for trying oh and he is sleeping in a room 2feet away from mine so I'm scared as heck!!!

Nope I don't have a safe place eveeytime I think of one it only states safe for a few seconds and then somehow becomes terrifying and my brother is being so dang frustrating he's trying to act like he didn't r**** me how ever many times i don't even know just won't leave me alone ughhhhh I walk...

but thanks for replying but it Dosent help that my brother is here either...

I have really bad experiences with water so that Dosent make this any better...

Yea I do this all the time like I'm at the beach right now and this is totally ruining it and won't stop

So I was r**** a few years ago a few times and before that I was r**** once anyways sometimes it's like I can be sitting there in my bed and it's like I can look to the side and it's like I can see myself being raped again but as if I'm like idk watching it from a gallery or from someone else's...

:banghead: I reported it last week on Monday to my therapist and a close friend who is seeing the same therapist and the both of them reported to cps on Tuesday and my parents know about this obviouslsy and talked to my brother who is saying that he never did anything so I kind of regret saying...

Well I don't have a choice to talk to him and hang out with him at my house rather I like it or not my parents told me there is no logical reason to be scared of him at home but in my opinion I think I have every right to be scared of him.:bag::banghead::cry::nailbiting:

I'm not sure what ours in Texas I just know that i am not ready or wanting to talk to cps at all!

Well sadly I'm getting the storm rather like it or not actually getting the worst part of it but thanks it's nice to know someone agrees with me about all of that and everything

Yea I know I mean I understand to a extent I guess because he is there son to and my brother is telling my parents that he never did anything even though he did which May I say is so frustrating I'm afraid that everyone is gonna beleive him over because he's younger ...

Ok first of all I reported when my cousin r**** me like 7years ago and he went to jail for a year had a felony on his record and had to register as a sex offender......but my mom was telling me that he some how got all of that taken of his record which dosent make since Now with my brother I...

No I didn't mean that we do wonder how or where he learned how to do some of the things he did to me but we aren't sure if that cousin did anything to him but didn't really think he did because well idk but I do know when my parents weren't there my cousin was always with me so idk how he could...

Yea my parents are not understanding how I'm scared of him at all which is quite frustrating

Yea I'm still living at home with my brother he sleeps 2feet away in his room but I told my T and yea know cps has to do an investigation and my parents are asking like 50questions about it and all that because they don't understand how my little brother did this and all that but they beleive me...

So my therapist knows that my cousin R---- me a few times but the thing I'm not sure to tell her about is that just a few years after that happend my younger brother started molesting me and I know I was older by a year so but I was so scared the first thing that popped into my mind was the...

So I don't really understand this or no what this is but there are times where I am scared out of my mind and and anxious and panicking and feel helpless because IT just keeps playing over and over again in my head and then all feeling just goes away i don't get it I mean all of the fear and...

okay does anyone else have this I am very hypervigilant I mean like it's really bad I hate it so much. Like yesterday I was sitting in my room and a pen fell of my bed hit the carpet not a loud sound right? Well I reacted how someone would have reacted to someone breaking down your door. And I...

So I just had lateral ligament reconstructive surgery on my foot in February and Still have to go to physical therapy for it. and recently I have noticed that as my panic attacks and anxiety etc... Get worse that leg hurts more to. Is it possible that the anxiety and panic attacks are also...