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My definition of dissociation: It can be triggered by any minor upset in daily routine. I withdraw in to my own head it's like a prison cell my body is just sat staring in to space while im torturing myself twisting and over analysing details of my trigger mentaly tormenting myself. It doesn't...

I have arranged to go to my friends house for a cuppa this afternoon hope my neck jerk twitch stays at home and he can adjust to me still to see my dad since my accident as well I hold out less hope for that relationship he's never been the most emotionaly supportive father to be honest he's a...

I bumped in to what I consider to be one of my best friends today that I haven't seen since my accident. (yeah he's only had 6 weeks to come and see how I am) when he seen me walking towards him he waved and got in his car and I honestly thought he was gonna drive off. When i did speak to him it...

I hope I come to see my issues in the same light as you I like the positivity in fighting it

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Biffy clyro the conversation is... "Are pills the only way to make myself complete again They become the only way to a wonderful life with a happy ending" Very fitting for how I feel at the moment:(

Glad to hear those days exist and happy you had one :)

I need a shake hopefully tomorrow will be a good day oasis

f*cked-up I can't even get the 1 word rule right ha

Feeling flat is the crappest i was lying zombified on the sofa and my 4 year old daughter came to me and asked me to dance and I couldn't even force my self to my feet for her I which made me feel even worse

Also a lot of biff Clyro The land at the end of my toes The sand at the core of my bones

The song that follows me is the song I listened to when I hit what I hope was my lowest point Katy melua - wonderful life Also ironically seen as I was in an explosion Ac/dc - tnt Thunder struck You shook me all night long

I am grateful that my anger hasn't got me in trouble today and grateful that I have a loving supporting wife

IS there a section of this site specialy for grumpy / absolutely raging mental members think it would be my kinda place?

I'm a mechanic so oi get mad a lot. Today a man on the forecourt drove in to one of our steel signs and dragged it along the forcourt and seemed like he wasn't gonna stop so I ran out and punched the back of his landrover so he stopped and proceeded to scream at him through his window to which...

I often get caught telling myself off and calling myself a useless c*#t I just hate getting stuff wrong when I have fuzzy brain u know u can do what your supposed to your brain just won't let you

I always had a short fuse before my accident but now I have no fuse at all it is interesting how fast the people that start your anger get out of your way when your rage goes from 0-100 in 2 tenths of a second some customers I deal with are so stupid it actually hurts my head just thinking about...

Tired Happy Fed up Happy Flat Disappointed Raging angry OK Raging angry Flat Flat Flat

Haha my emoticons aren't all coming on when I post had an angry day and now flat as a pancake

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So far it's really helping me just talking to people with the same struggle I wish I had found the forum 3 weeks ago

Seen gp today and my head twitch went mental so he's seen how bad it can get and he's gonna push my community councilor to see me and he gave me beta blockers to calm me down not sure if I'm gonna use them though

Hugs from your child is definitely the best medicine

In a long waiting list I'm just trying to find a way to deal with my issues n thought finding and talking to people in similar situations would help and hopefully will