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Writing is the only art form I know and I'm not even that great at it. What kind of art do you do?

Thank you so much for your kinds words. That's a huge compliment! I've been journaling for over 10 years and have never let anyone read it.. I haven't been putting effort into posting on this site, just short entries, I'll get to longer ones when I can concentrate better. Being a very insecure...

I don't know whether to take that as a compliment or an insult because I'm not sure in which way you mean "obtuse", could be calling this post unintelligent or could be saying it's hard for you to understand. Among other things. I appreciate all feedback, but just know that I use the english...

I've been on disability for 3 years and it's been a horrible process waiting for approval, payments..but not the actual approval itself. Having a good doctor to help with the applications is important to emphasize how much you need the time off. It helped me..

I have nobody to talk to other than this site right now as I sit alone in my room drinking vodka and pineapple juice. My mental creativity is low. I can't think of something witty to say and it hurts. I'm refraining from swearing so I know it's bad. So much negative intensity for such a small...

It's a new year and as good of a time as ever to find a place to hide behind metaphors and trees. Yesterday I wrote stories of love and hope, today it is bantering of the pain adversities have left me stung with. Poisonous venom surging through my blood stream, infecting every atomic level sized...

You already have. I appreciate the small things in life, like a hand being held out to a sick person. Relation and understanding is all I search for.

There is no once upon a time. This is and never was a pretty, candy coated story. A disorder, mental illness, and medications do not define me. The pain I feel does. It is with me even when I don't feel sick or haunted, when I'm not so high on Xanax I can barely speak, when I can't sleep and my...