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I certainly feel alone... It's 10:19am on the first day of the new year and I am alone. I am alone in the bathroom crying because I don't know if I am strong enough to save my marriage...I have never felt so alone in my whole life.

Does it ever get any better? I feel selfish...just when I think things are on the up swing...BAM!! I want my marriage back...I want to be happy again...I don't want to have to be on Xanax just to be at home around her. These GD egg shells are starting to feel like glass shards!! I want the...

To say that she's been through hell and back is an understatement

@EveHarrington...sorry there was a lot to catch up on. I missed it. Yes, my wife had a horrible childhood. Her mom was and still is the model of how not to be a mom. Never knew her dad...we tried to find him but have been told by what family we could find that he went MIA after getting out...

@Mal Content awesome suggestion on the book...I just bought a copy on Amazon. Looking forward to the read!! There has been a lot of heated discussion here, but for me as the supporter it was nice to just to have a place to vent...I could never leave, she just means too much to me. Some times...

We have been together for 9 years. Before she triggered we got along amazingly. Like I said I love this woman more than life itself. I've read books...articles...talked to her therapist...talked to my pastor. As far as the spending goes...tried every thing imaginable to try to get through...

I just want to say thank you to all that replied to my post! I have no one I can talk to about all of this...I feel me family just wouldn't understand and I can't afford a therapist because of all the other therapies I am allready paying for so to have this outlet has in one day lifted quite a...

She slept until 3pm today...woke up, yelled that she didn't have time to clean the house any more today and has been yelling at me ever since. I think I have reached that point... Let me add...I'm not allowed to clean because I won't do a good enough job. So it's not that I didn't want to...

Thanks for the advice!! At what point in time do I know when its time to walk away? I loved my wife...but she is gone and never coming back. This person that took her place is not my wife. I've tried the boundaries...it doesn't work.

Exhausted...doesn't even cover it Her diagnosis is PTSD, anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, OCD and yes,possibly Bi-polar. She sees a therapist every week but it doesn't do any good. She takes 4mg of Clonazepam (sorry if it's mis-spelled) daily and it does nothing. I'm going to try...

I am not sure where to even begin anymore. My marriage feels like it's been flushed down the toilet. I constantly walk on eggshells trying not to set her off but that doesn't work anymore. She blames for everything lately. A year ago she had a routine surgery that she ended up having...