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First of all thanks everyone for the advice. I've talked with my priest today. I've also talked with the wife. I realize right now both of us are going through some tough shit. It may come to the fact even after a few more pay checks that I move out. For now we are going to treat each other like...

I went to the VA and the doc there told me alot of good things he also suggested I talk with my wife cause he believed that she still loved me based off the fact that she had come there with me and the things i had said about her and our relationship at the moment. . So I talked with her only I...

Thanks everyone.

I've been sober now for 17 days. I actually like the AA meetings to vent. I really don't have a desire for alcohol. Now that I'm a little more sane I've actually become deathly afraid of alcohol. First of all it was destroying my kidney's and liver. True it suppressed my thoughts, but the catch...

Well today was going alright. Tonight not so much. The wife wanted to go watch that stupid show Magic Mike with her sis. So she drove to the next town to pick her up and realized she was out of gas. She got gas but then the damn thing wouldn't start. So I tell her I can come pick her up and ask...

That'd be nice if she'd at least agree to a cup of coffee or something. We might have lunch together again on Thursday. Until then shes booked herself to avoid trying to do anything normal with me. I get why. But it still just saddens me. So I'm at least looking forward to lunch.

Thanks thats pretty much the gist of what my priest has asked me to do. Right now we need to give each other space so we can work on ourselves. I get it but it still pisses me off cause i just want to be back to normal with her only without the self medication. Course ive been doing that so long...

I'm gonna start drawing the next tattoo I want to get tonight. Hopefully I'll draw up what I want on the first go. I've drawn several of my friends up and several of my wifes tat's never really one for myself. I think it's time I think about me some in a good way.

Thanks Lee C.

Being alone is the one thing that I fear most. Yet I've drove my wife away. Realizing that it was my fault has been hard to come to terms with. I'm mostly angry at myself. I'm angry at alcohol. I'm angry at Uncle Sam. I am also very down knowing the only true good thing in my life I've...

I have always enjoyed drawing and writing. For the last two too three years i haven't done much of either until last week. I've found that both during this stressful time in my life has given me some sanity. Maybe if i would have used these type of distractions instead of the harmful ones I...

What makes me angry today. Well earlier I was driving and some slowpoke was in front of me. So nicely I waited till the three lane passing lane to go around him. Well someone coming the other way wasn't paying attention to the sign that read "Keep right except to pass" and was headed right at...

Thanks I will probably order that one.

Lol i am. I figure everyone has the off days some just have them more.

The wife likes the stress cup. I'm gonna go stay the night with a buddy of mine to give the misses some space. I get the freaking out sporadically. There was a beach ball in my yard the other day and I about popped the stupid thing till my wife reminded me that it was windy and that the next...

Thanks for the welcomes. I've been reading a lot and am probably going to go pick up a few books today as well. The wife has read up on it some. Maybe she'll want to read a book. Maybe.

I deployed to Iraq in 2003 and came back later that year. I've pretty much been drunk since. I've finally sobered up two weeks ago and now everything is hitting the fan. My wife doesn't love me anymore and wants my but out the door. My mind is playing head games with me and bringing up things...