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    Cbd oil review

    I would update my original post if I could, to not deter people from trying CBD. I posted this after taking an isolate sublingually and I wouldn't recommend taking it this way. I now think CBD works great for my dissociation and now take 2 drops of CBD THC 1:1 daily.
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    What medication could relieve my dissociation?

    I'm aware that theres currently no drug thats recognized to treat depersonalization. But, there are some anecdotal reports and recovery stories on reddit/dpselfhelp. So, I thought I'd ask here for your knowledge and experiences with medication. I believe that I cannot overcome this without the...
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    Cbd oil review

    OP here. I've still been searching for a cure for my depersonalization/derealization and I came across some youtube videos that mentioned CBD. Because they've had success with it, I think I'm going to give it another try but this time in a vaporizer. Given my financial situation, it's quite the...
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    My environment is safe. The only threat to me really is myself
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    I don't know. Is that just ways to help my derealization? eg. holding an ice cube, biting a lemon
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    Hmm.. well I can certainly go to environments that expose me to the harsh realities in my society such as disease, hunger, poverty to help my derealization. But I don't think I can actually get socially involved at least not yet. One of the most crippling symptoms of my depersonalization is the...
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    For sure. I will try to find trauma informed professionals and if I feel like I won't make much progress with them, I'll make sure to be assertive and move on. I called the 811 number last night and after discussing that I had some suicidal thoughts, they told me to go the the nearest...
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    hmm.. this made me think of an idea to just start getting all the help I can get. I'm just gonna try to talk to every free mental health resource in my city.
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    well I've already spent $340 on 3 sessions with this therapist who specializes in trauma and we honestly have done nothing so far. Just me telling her basic information about myself, learned about trauma therapy, and grounding exercises. The only source of income I have is my mom who makes...
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    I guess I am being impatient. I just wonder how long it's gonna take until I see some kind of breakthrough.. As long as I don't suicide I feel like it's worth Well I know things like grounding techniques, thought stopping, "DP is no big deal" frame, mindfulness.
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    It just seems like any of those things are pointless if i'm dissociated and can't be present. And I don't just have regular ptsd where I had a traumatic event in my adulthood. I've had pretty bad developmental trauma as well as suffered occasional verbal abuse from peers. I've probably been...
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    Ayahuasca/iboga. why not?

    Hi. I'm a 22 year old Japanese Canadian guy. I have lived a life of severe social and emotional isolation. I was born to a caregiver who could not provide me the emotional attunement that every child needs, causing disorganized attachment. This emotional neglect ultimately caused me to...
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    Just bought coping with trauma related dissociation

    I'm a 22 year old male and I've been stuck in DP/DR for a year now and have struggled with dissociation since early childhood. Bought this book thinking it would be helpful but I'm reading and my mind is just blank. There are exercises and worksheets in the book and I just have no idea how to...
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    Cbd oil review

    Tried CBD oil. It definitely helps calm my anxiety and has a relaxing effect, but it doesn't have much of an effect on dp/dr/dissociation. If thats what you're looking for. I would say CBD oil is a luxury drug, atleast for people in Canada.
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    Dissociation since childhood and life of severe social/emotional isolation. is there hope?

    I've probably started dissociating since 3 years old due to emotional neglect. My mom gave me no love or guidance. My dad left when I was 10 and I was too scared/proud to say I didn't want him to leave. I've faced years of emotional abuse at school but I've just been zoned out most of my time...
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    Ibogaine?

    I'm a 22 year old Japanese Canadian with CPTSD. Would it be unwise to go to an ibogaine retreat? I've just heard about it today and also found out they have it in Canada. I've struggled with dissociation since childhood due to emotional neglect and have been in a constant state of dpdr for...
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    Best drug for dissociation?

    I feel like therapy is pointless if I'm dissociated 24/7. So I'm planing to take something before my next therapy session in 3 weeks. I've tried shrooms but they usually just make me yawn, feel cold, and anxious. I can't get my hands on mdma atm either. I ordered cbd oil last week so I'm...
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