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    Everything has continued to get worse.

    Thank you so much, nature does help me a bit if I hyperfocus on something simple like a rock or leaf and look at the intricate details
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    Everything has continued to get worse.

    Yeah ive been forced inpatient 6 times by the cops here and then done residential treatment 4 times in the last 2 years. Usually I just come out worse
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    Everything has continued to get worse.

    I haven't found something that works and honestly thats just why I do drugs. Sorry for the disappointing answer but drugs are seriously the only thing that can get me through that next 10 minutes. I cant even focus on stuff on my phone or things around my house, its really bad and thats why I...
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    Everything has continued to get worse.

    I talked about how I cant take it anymore, and she said I have to work on not letting it control me anymore because its just on the internet and not real. That's what they always say but I havent been able to stop letting it control me because it hurts so much and its scary
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    Everything has continued to get worse.

    I have been in counseling (before trauma, for depression) since 5 years old and tried various types. then when my trauma happened we tried more trauma focused therapies but no form has ever seemed to shake me
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    Everything has continued to get worse.

    I dont know if people can see my last post on here but I made it about 2 years ago. Im 17 now and everything has continued to get worse. I was a victim of child pornography and repeated rapes when I was 13-15 and it became very talked about on the internet. People share cp of me like its a meme...
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    Sexual Assault 1000's of people tell me its my fault

    Thank you so much. It makes me shiver every time a notification pops up on my phone because I'm acclimated to seeing something mean every time. When I saw that this time your response was the notification it was so relieving and refreshing. I'm happy I could share something that's been affecting...
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    Sexual Assault 1000's of people tell me its my fault

    I had brief fame when I was 12/13. I was already struggling immensely with the results of this (stalking, death threats, lack of privacy). It's been awhile since the height of the fame (infamy) but recently my rape case was made completely public by someone looking to get an influx of followers...
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