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Nervous for my interview today. Can’t wait to not be qualified enough to get the job! Lol Kendal intimidates me and Jody. Im just not good enough. No experience. Trauma sure does mess your life up!!! And there’s no real help. Me healing because I will never have better, just pretending to be...

Lol! So that will solve my problems??? I did that to begin with and it was all fake. How do I move forward in life if everything goes wrong???? Nothing works out right for me. How the duck does that even happen??? Everything used to work out for me now nothing???? How is that even possible...

I lost my freaking mind! Holy freaking crap! If you saw the amount of things I bought, you would not believe it. The psychic readings were amazing. The feeling of being a part of something was amazing. The feeling of being in charge was amazing. Right now, I hate my life. I don’t know if I will...

Direction to make the right decisions. I am so stuck, I can’t move forward. Ever. Because I’m too traditional, my family babies me, I open my mouth? Everything has completely fallen apart on me. I really don’t know who the hell I am. I thought I was an independent woman, boy was I wrong. I...

I was in a position to be a supervisor. I was respected and people asked me to do things. People actually wanted me to work on projects, asked me to sign up for things and advance my career. My husband “acted” like he was so in love with me. He would watch me shower, joke around and everything...

How do you have self love when you’ve had a nervous breakdown for 7 years, you have no friends, you can’t do better job wise, friend wise, or pick a place to stay, and you are losing your mind being alone. Oh, and you believe in psychics because you lost your mind and all hope to have a life...

Every rejection is just another wound, another thing that makes me feel like absolute crap. Always anticipating the worst since all that stuff happened, and always going back and forth. There are opportunities opening up that I always wanted, but I know I am not qualified enough to get it. I am...

My life is going to shit and there’s nothing I can do! I am scared of everything. All I want to do is have the life I used to have and I can’t. I have so much going on it’s ridiculous. I want out. I want to be by my family. I wish everyone could just be together again. I hate life and getting...

No one gave 2 shits about what was going on. I will never have the life I want because I had a serious mental breakdown and nothing is working out as planned and all I can do is suffer with it. My actions… what about his actions. No one can prove a mental mind game but I have to suffer the...

Well, I am no longer confused. I am just not good enough and everything I do is wrong. All I want to do is be by my sister. But that won’t happen. I’m not happy. I’m pissed. Move on to better things…then tell me what is better because obviously I suck at knowing what is and until I learn my...

Believe??? That is what I’m told. Believe in myself, believe in other people…what am I supposed to believe in when what I was presented were lies??? Everything is a lesson…can’t get that out of my mind and I have no guidance. My feelings and actions are all over the place…not having a sense of...

The only question I have is what do you do when someone has f*cked with your mind and life so bad, but you are the only one that sees it? When you had good intentions and it was turned against you, you had your dreams in sight, and someone pulled them all away? But you don’t have the mental...

The weirdness is not going away. Still no sleep, still feel like crap. Just noticing that nothing is what it seems and that is depressing. I have bought so many things I don’t need, wasted so much money and I feel like there really is no help, no answers and no way to get better. I feel like...

It’s all situational. I don’t fit in anywhere and I have no help- which means I am helpless. You had a nervous breakdown- you’re weak. You stick up for yourself- you’re a bitch. You like to read- you’re a nerd. My life will never ever be the same and every one else thinks it’s good- not for me...

I am alone. Alone is depressing. Alone is awful. My life of moving up and being around people and growing is over. I truly see myself for who I am now. The world has basically shown me. I am so tired and depressed now. I am busy. Busy by myself and I don’t like it at all. It’s scary and people...

I was. My career was taking off, I had friends, finances in order, a good house, I was close to my family. It was all balanced. I didn’t need meds to sleep. Things didn’t constantly go wrong.

Yes, I see it, but I also know how it is when people tell you they will help you and then they leave. I know it’s me. I hate being alone. I hate being thrown all over the place and used by people. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. I hate my life. If you saw all the money I spent on things...

This is what it’s like to open up in a “safe” place. To get berated about meds??? I’ve tried all kinds of stuff that didn’t work. No one here is my doctor or knows but likes to assume they do

Yeah. Wow, can’t believe how much my life has changed and how awful it is to be alone...I don’t even care about anything else anymore. It’s all like going through the motions without even being excited about stuff anymore. So weird....

No. Buy hopefully someday I can move towards them again. I moved in completely the opposite direction and I regret it 🤦🏻‍♀️

If people don’t want to be my friend or have a relationship with me, how is that me being afraid to get better?

No one likes me. No one calls me, people ignore my text messages. My family doesn’t even call me. They are all too busy. I have no one. Nothing. I am working on this house, hopefully I can move within a few years. I am cleaning out my stuff. I have no relationships. That is what is killing me. I...

Oh, I tried antipsychotics. Knocked me on my ass...also mood stabilizer did nothing for me. I wasn’t like this before. I am becoming the person I was before...a loner, loser. I am so sick of everything being wrong. Getting to know myself is one thing, but the world is beating me up and I can’t...

Meditating, medication- Xanax, Paxil, Effexor, trintillex, exercise, CBD, weed, even ketamine. I am in talk therapy, but I am finding from being out in the real world that I am just a piece of crap. I feel so awful about myself. All I can hear is he is a psychopath, narcissist. Is that why all...

I’m asking because the effects of it have trickled through my life throughout the past 7 years, and because I can’t control the freaking out from it, my life is going to hell and I am so unhappy and freaking the hell out even more. I bought a house in a place I don’t want to be, I am so...