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You kind of hitting the nail on the head. I feel like a literally can’t tell who the true me is, it’s all poised with my disease. And it’s Scary to think what I would be like without it, and that’s partly why I don’t want to get better. I feel like I’m a wasted soul, that’s beyond salvageable...

No, I’ve been very reluctant to get a therapist ever since all my struggles with the psychiatric care. Also, I’m afraid that talking to a therapist will open up some things I’m not sure I would be able to handle. I suppress a lot of my childhood traumas. I realize that I’m sooner or later are...

Thanks everyone for your responses. First of all, pardon me for my possibly poor English (I’m from Sweden). I think a broader introduction of my self would be necessary, whilst answering some of your responses. This is my first time writing about this, and I’m actually not quite sure what sort...

Been suicidal and depressed my whole life due to CPTSD from childhood. At 27 I decided to end my life with a overdose, but was unfortunately found and resurrected. I’m now 34 years old and depression feels like my identity now, although I never share any of my true feelings with anyone else. I...