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<blockquote data-quote="Hope4Now" data-source="post: 1194623" data-attributes="member: 24896"><p>Yesterday I had surgery. Voluntary. To finally change my body. I don't know if it worked and she did what I asked...there are still lots of bulky bandages and I can't see. tomorrow i can take a shower. my hands are shaking too much for capital letters right now.</p><p>The pain medicine is totally useless. Worse, it is giving me terrible flashbacks of a kind i havent had for years. freaking me out enough that i am up out of bed doing things to fend them off. </p><p>i cant seem to sleep, but i am supposed to. ugh. i thought maybe the surgery would slow it all down and i could rest. but i am trying best i can.</p><p>also trying to wrap my head around how i will feel if the surgeon didn't do as dramatic job as i had requested. I was clear, I thought. well, we shall see. sigh.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Hope4Now, post: 1194623, member: 24896"] Yesterday I had surgery. Voluntary. To finally change my body. I don't know if it worked and she did what I asked...there are still lots of bulky bandages and I can't see. tomorrow i can take a shower. my hands are shaking too much for capital letters right now. The pain medicine is totally useless. Worse, it is giving me terrible flashbacks of a kind i havent had for years. freaking me out enough that i am up out of bed doing things to fend them off. i cant seem to sleep, but i am supposed to. ugh. i thought maybe the surgery would slow it all down and i could rest. but i am trying best i can. also trying to wrap my head around how i will feel if the surgeon didn't do as dramatic job as i had requested. I was clear, I thought. well, we shall see. sigh. [/QUOTE]
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