Recent content by Ben223

I've been on seroquel and paxil for 2 years now. I used to be on geodon and was also hyper-vigilant but no muscle pain, but rather unquenched activity. I actually did 3 landscape projects on my street while on geodon. Seroquel, for me, keeps my daily routine under control. As long as I stay...

One thing that I have never been able to understand, is why members of my agency, stated that I wasn't present for certain experiences that I witnessed. This questioning of my location at times that I know I was and what happened has caused the following....I now have to deal with not knowing...

I went out on medical retirement 4 years ago, and then had a year of staying in the house and watching my life dissolve away. I then had the opportunity to fill in as a secretary and it went well. I have worked there for 4 years now. I might not look like the typical secretary, but it has...

The term "hyper vigilance" that is so spot on. I see things as if they are in slow motion sometimes, and I will have fast reaction times that are unlike my normal slow approach to life. Interesting.

I feel Anxious and uncertain. I went driving just looking for trouble in bad areas. I don't know why I do this but I find when I'm feeling poor that this occurs. I then start dwelling on the past and then plotting....not good. My stomach hurts, and I get a headache...then what...I want to...