Recent content by Bigglesworth

Oh. I've kind of been doing that. But it's not really the concern, yes him dying is sad and i'm upset by it but the bigger issues are the traumatic way everything happened. Not to be too detailed but I literally found his body and had to drag him out of the bathroom to preform cpr. This is...

How is grief counseling different? My therapist and I started seeing each other after the death happened.

Things didn't start improving for me until I got on medication.

I'm in therapy, but that's a little Rocky at the moment as I won't be able to see them (during my most critical month too) because they're moving. I'm not really comfortable with group therapy, it stresses me out trying to socialize with that many strangers at once, and alone. My boyfriend of...

I rock often. But I am also on the autism spectrum so it makes sense.

I guess I just didn't expect the depression to hit this hard in the second year because I had a stretch where I was doing really well. Thank you very much for responding. I feel so lonely lately.

If I'm not with my boyfriend or my parents I'm usually sitting on the couch doing..nothing for hours. Staring at my phone to try to block out flashbacks. Sitting there just crying. It's getting bad lately and it's getting overwhelming. I know my parents are dealing with their own issues as it...

I'm often semi lucid in my dreams so I'm noticing things as they happen and then just wake up feeling really off. I haven't felt all that "normal" for a couple weeks now. :/

Does this happen to anyone else? It had stopped for awhile, but with my late fiance's birthday and the anniversary of his death coming up I've noticed my sleeping has become rather disordered again, but lately my dreams have just been plain weird, with bits and pieces of trauma stitched in...

That's the majority of my symptoms at this point, intrusive images/thoughts. You are definitely not alone

Thank you for the welcome.

Hello, I just joined the other day. Looking to meet like minded people who understand PTSD. I'm 27 years old. I developed PTSD after my fiance died in a traumatic fashion.. sometimes it feels rather lonely as I'm still dealing with flashbacks while many people seem to be done with their version...