Recent content by brokenarrow

Followed your link. Sent a therapist an email. Hopefully I hear from her in the morning.

I am currently looking for a therapist. It is alittle difficult with my insurance because I only have the cheap Obama-Care insurance and a lot of local places don't accept that. Tonight was all kinds of bad. I went in to work. I work over nights at Domino's as a delivery driver. Well my shift...

Well, I woke up this morning ( this afternoon really, I slept for about 12 hours but I guess that can be expected seeing as I haven't slept at all really in about 4-5 days.) I felt really good UNTIL I saw that I had a notification from one of my other anxiety sites that I was on. I opened it and...

Well, just as an update. I'm pretty much completely over my 'pains' and I've finally ate something for the first time in about 4 days. I had a slice of pizza and a can of soda. It made me alittle gassy but I guess that can be expected after not eating for almost an entire week. I'm still hungry...

Well I went to the local urgent care. My blood pressure and my pulse were alittle high but everything else checked out. They took my temp which was 97.9 so not even close to elevated and she tapped on my stomach and everything and she said there was no chance that I had appendicitis. She said it...

Is having someone else drive you an option? Or public transportation?

I really didn't mean to inspire a debate or bother anyone or anything like that. We are all seeking emotional support. I'm just trying to feel better same as everyone else.

I'm sorry if I offended anyone by... being here,I guess. As someone suffering from anxiety and depression I really don't think someone with PTSD is feeling a world different then I am. I'm just looking for a community of people that can help me and I can help them. So far I have felt the most at...

I took meds a long time ago for social anxiety but that was many many years ago. Probably about 15. I just have the fear of being a zombie by getting all doped up. I have to do something about my anxiety because I can't spend much more time freaking out about appendicitis. It's gonna make me...

Hi Casey. Yes I'm pretty sure 99 percent of my problem is mental. The problem is it feels so real when it is happening. I was wondering about an ulcer also. I was also wondering about ibs

I have tried meditation but I can't seem to calm myself down enough to get there. If my mind wanders it's never a good thing. I see a lot of places saying to just let it go and let yourself go and let the attack come and just meditate through it. I just don't know if I'm at that level yet.

Yes I completely agree about a therapist, Silver. I never really thought about the wifi idea. that seems like it could work though. Honestly, I bet I would be feeling alot better right now if I never looked up all the damn symptoms. Every new symptom I came across I instantly had. I feel like I...

Thank you Silver. I hope you are right. I have notice that just being here and talking to you guys has kept me calm the entire time I've been sitting here. I woke up in a pretty large attack and just sitting here talking to you guys has calmed me down quite a bit. I'm one of those people that...

My wife gets SO mad when I google my symptoms. Honestly, I go out of my way to hide it from her. I will walk away from the computer and say I need to go outside to get the mail or whatever and I will look it up on my phone. I always think I'm going to find something where I can say "oh good I...

I apologize if I am not a PTSD sufferer. Makes me feel kind of out of place here. =\ I just did a google search on anxiety help forums and this is what popped up. Honestly I don't know what would be better, having something that I can say "OK, all my worry and my triggers came from this" or...