Recent content by D-sweet

Thanks for your encouraging message. I have been dealing with mixed feeling the past 2 weeks and still trying to find my way out. I miss him a lot and at the same time, I feel like my trauma is now twofold. He wanted to let me go by "mistreating" me which I was traumatized as a result, now I...

thanks, i am still processing with my regret and guilt. I feel bad for misunderstanding him despite, rationally, i know it's reasonable for me to misunderstand, i don't really know what is the right mindset to process it...

Thanks, I happened to have moved out to my country the day before i found out this happened. it is helpful that i am not in where we used to share memories. i am still devastated. I feel like I am just an outsider even after all these. thanks - i wasn't able to attend as i only found out about...

I am heartbroken....I don't know how to cope.

thanks for sharing, he has had a diagnosis from the doctor. What were the worst symptoms for you before you got it cured? I am sorry you are having these. how long have you been suffering with it?

Thank you all for your contribution in responses. I was aware it seems not uncommon to see people who suffer ptsd also suffer neuropathy, as my sufferer has been suffering for both. But after reading your response, I think it could be due to association with military/combat experiences? my...

Can anyone share how it is like and if there is anything to do with trauma?

thank you for your sharing. the illness he is encountering is not curable but could be improved with right treatment, but I am so afraid I would lose him and never see him again. I know he is on treatment but I don't get an update, anything can be appropriate to ask in this situation?

thanks for sharing. I am sure it hasn't been easy for you. I can understand why he acts like this but sometimes I do feel unloved even he said he does because his actions dont match with his words. I think this is one of the things that im confused about whether to stay around or not. when I...

he finally admitted he has been pushing me away because he is severely ill but he is still not willing to let me in...I dont know what I can do...

I am glad you managed to give yourself a closure. I hope you have also found healing through it

thanks all for your reply. i was on holiday and only get to reply now. the break helps. i have already got out of the relationship, the feeling of being mistreated is what actually holding me up but the holiday break has helped me thanks Sam - sending love over too. it's never easy! I am...

How to make a balance when I still have empathy towards him but feeling mistreated at the same time while moving on.

It’s no doubt a mysterious process. The inability to fully differentiate the doubt of whether I have been used that he never truly loved me or it’s the symptoms speaking has made it difficult to move on

Hi all, I have posted a thread about my story as someone who has been ghosted by an ex partner with cptsd. it has been better but I am still not able to completely move on from the hurtful experiences and get over the feeling of being mistreated even after months. Hoping to get some help in...