Recent content by darwin

Who are you addressing? Sorry but I don't think for one minute some random new member is qualified to diagnose (or un-diagnose as it were) another person on this board based on discussion content much less a single thread. The DSM is a politically controlled device that in many cases is being...

Bluedream is my favorite too, I think it's a good strain for ptsd. It's got that happy in there. @BlueDream

Does this friend understand how triggers work with ptsd? If this is prone to happen again I would avoid this person if at all possible. I was never suicidal for the longest time, but more recently it has been coming up. I think for me it's just a matter of attrition. The longer this stuff...

You might try some seriphos before the upcoming trips to see if it works for sleep. It's my most important supplement for sleep. No side affects for me whatsoever. I guess it turns off the stress hormones that keep me awake. I have to take it around 9 pm tho. If I take it too late it's not as...

@Kailani yep, me too, losing everything, being in limbo, blek Are you still in Hawaii? I love it there, the only hard part for me is the temperature, heat is a trigger for me. But its still my favorite place on earth that I've found so far. It probably doesn't seem hot to you since you are...

I chuckled at that. Maybe I should realize the same thing about injured bird, perhaps masculinity has blinded me to that. Woman can be just as carniverous as men after all. Just in different ways sometimes.

@Kailani that looks like a tropical paradise outside

Thx :) that's with my oldest daughter :)

Ah! Thx

I can't see kailani's, can anyone see mine?

I hate that I struggle letting go of relationships. I hate that it's so traumatic when it ends. I hate going over and over again how I was wronged. I wish I had better solutions/tools for this stuff.

Im pretty open about my PTSD even tho I've know a lot of people consider me broken when I tell them. I'm game to upload a pic. I hope I did it right. Me and my daughter, just last week.

@scotsgirl I hear you, money is the reason I haven't tried much. Everything I've done, I've done on my own. I've done tapping, visualizations, talking it out with somebody willing to listen. I've done self guided MDMA therapy. It was very very effective, but it was low dose and I only did it...

@Mallaky , I've been stumbling upon information about kratom lately, probably because I am looking into herbs more and more. Thanks for the review and sharing your experience, I will probably be more likely to try it out myself now.