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Recent content by Glo809

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    Anniversary of attempt - May 24th got to get through it

    Didn't make it, tried third attempt last night. By overdose Heading to lock now. May God bless, all who seek out Peace. Thanks G
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    Anniversary of attempt - May 24th got to get through it

    A long road to get to the unknown...... Think maybe I'll camp and see where I end up. Nite nite y'all. G
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    Anniversary of attempt - May 24th got to get through it

    Greetings How did you survive? And what happened afterwards. G
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    Anniversary of attempt - May 24th got to get through it

    Greetings I have such a drive to call the hotline and tell them what a tightrope I'm walking this week.... But the last time I was honest with them I was locked up for 10 days. The pitfalls of this new reality.... Suck...... G
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    Anniversary of attempt - May 24th got to get through it

    Greetings Under va and private care and on a much better med package. Had heavy storms the other night and dealt with very low visibility and unmarked flooded roads. While shooting the shit with some of the guys it dawned on me that yes I did deal with it and not panicked my way through the...
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    The time has come - VA inpatient psych evaluation

    She has OCD for decades When we were new to each other we worked around this.... 10 plus years has stiffened both of us in our ways ... G
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    The time has come - VA inpatient psych evaluation

    Pt 2 Upon release some vitamins were added and 3 out 5 meds for ptsd isseud by my up were continued and 2 more added. 1st VA visit spent 2 plus hours with case coordinator and have settled on a course of action Next visit is on the 15th with psychology and Med review. Further appointments...
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    The time has come - VA inpatient psych evaluation

    3 days my ass, it was 10 The Dayton hospital is older but clean and the staff orderly and polite and willing to grant request when allowed. Spent a lot of time with the social worker, hours and hours with the psyc depth. And MD. Finally got the meds in balance the ticks are much better the...
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    The time has come - VA inpatient psych evaluation

    _Reporting to the VA in the morning for a psyc evual, the time frame is 3 days inpatient. I don't like me roaming around in my brain, now there are going to be strangers snooping around in there. My luck they will hang on to me for a week. Will post when I get sprung. G
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    The Small Things In Life. What Makes You Happy?

    Weeping willow my favorite tree. G
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    Anniversary of failed attempt

    Greetings My date is the Friday before Memorial Day. Don't know why I attempted, I was just sitting in the back yard with the dog and knew it was time to go to bed (I work overnights) and went into the house, went straight to the medicine and took alot of pills and beer and booze, I then went...
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    People talking sht at work

    Greetings I attempted just before Memorial day 2018 was absent for 2 weeks. When I got back nobody said anything, only if I. Had a good time off. So after a week or so I started to tell the loud mouths the real reason I. Was gone. Silence...... Then ever so meekly the questions started, and...
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    Ptsd rampage

    Greetings Q1 biofeedback therapy at Curtis bay uscg Med center. Q2 I am a full blood American Indian raised in a all white community. From birth. Q3 yes attempted suicide Friday before last memorial day, the Mrs blames the lexapro I think the ataivan had a influence as well. 8 days in custody. G
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    Ptsd rampage

    Greetings Talked to the Mrs. About the other day, she remembers nothing about the incident. So I. Had to tell her what happened she cried all over again. So I got a call from the VA to talk about what they have to offer, Tomorrow I'm. Calling the hot line to update them on today's status. If...
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    Ptsd rampage

    Greetings Since I drive all night I pulled at a thought thread. Why did I act that way. Well when I was growing up my mother was an induntured housekeeper, her pay was room and board for the two of us and that was a 1940's camper parked in the drive way. The lady of the house was very caustic...
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