Recent content by HellFire_84

I am dealing with grief from losing my Mom to COPD due to her incessant smoking. She died just over a year ago. I recently had an anniversary of my BEST friend who passed away to possible accidental death/suicide. I was diagnosed with (traits of) BPD, PTSD, Anxiety, Panic Attacks & Depression...

The above is my problem right now. My partner has PTSD much milder and has been in treatment but still can't help himself at times. He is bitchy at everything that I do, say and go to do. He feels I am doing the ONLY verbal assaults, doesn't take responsibility or accountability for his...

This is a great and brave post. I suffer from a lot of the typical PTSD problems. I forgot until I was reading this post that being numb IS part of PTSD. Also that being said, thanks for the reminder about problems with emotional regulation. Be brave. U r great!

I saw a Psychiatrist and she did assessments to find out a TRUE diagnosis. The kicker is, these meds NOW r working the best.

I have been receiving the proper therapeutic care. I recently found out that I AM NOT bipolar as the doctors in CA originally diagnosed me with. I was on the complete WRONG meds even for a person WITH bipolar!!! I was on Depakote (mood swings), Paxil (depression, anxiety and panic attacks)...

Thank U for Ur heartfelt words and everything U said has shed a light on my perspective. I already tried asking the counselor three times and each time I was met with a resounding nothingness. This counselor just isn't and hasn't been getting the job done. She is too concerned about her damn...

I have been going to counseling working on CBT for a while now trying to deal w/triggers cuz that is what is killing my relationship; but felt I was getting NO WHERE w/that clinic and the counselor. The clinic is over 30 mins away from my home which has made it difficult if not impossible for...

I have been diagnosed with PTSD since I was in my early 20's. I have symptoms that I had no idea were affecting me. I cannot show affection very well and guard myself against ANYONE even my own BF, from hurting me, talking rude to me, disrespect and anything else that people show me that is...