Recent content by Hope1969

Thank you. I was touched by your experience. It gives hope

Couldn't agree more.

Thank you all for your responses. it made me think deeper and realized that the issue with my new T is not only trust. she is different from the last T. she is more soft and emotional and very nice person. she doesn't have opinion about what happened to me and what I have to do. my ex T was very...

@Muttly i am so sorry for your experience with your ex T. I can understand that T's are human and have problems of their own. And yet I expect them to be proffesional about it and not To go on with a therapy they can't handle anymore. A good friend who is therapist herself said that what my T...

What isOp ?

After the SMS I asked for a meeting. She already gave my time to someone else. It was a shock for me. We met and she said she feels I need another kind of style maybe relational therapy ( she treated more in the psychoanalytical method). I asked if this how 2 years of treatment will end? No...

In my country the t has to report the police if there is suspicion that the abuser is abusing someone else at the moment. You are 19. Not a child. She tell her friend who tell your mom? What? What? Report her and find new t Sorry that this happened to you

The last T was a figure of authority. She was very analytic and smart and talked a lot about psychological theories. I was afraid of her and admired her. The present T - I don't think of her at all.

i was in therapy for 2 years. Second year 2 times a week. My t was amazing in the first year. I couldn't believe that I found someone so proffesional, smart and with sense of humor. After the first year I started to have flashbacks of sexual abuse. I was terrified and didn't want to deal with...

How are you today?

12-13 Never masturbated as a child. Didn't know nothing about sex until I found a book in the library with pictures at the age of 12. And than I started to ask my cousin or my friend to sleep with me. Thank god they didnt agree.

Yes you are normal No you don't have to be ashamed

Whenever I have flashbacks I want to die. Every time. When the flashback pass the need to die disappear. Maybe part of you wanted to die when the rape happened. I don't know. But it is just a feeling. It will pass. It will pass. Do you have a T? Can you talk to someone about it? Is there a hot...

Yes. it seems to be that you tried too hard to be a good girl in order to be the opposite of your mother untill you lost the connection with yourself. maybe now that you pushed everybody out (including god) you will have the space to found you. Regarding God - i feel the same these days. i...

I feel the same. When I was younger I did things I didn't like with man I didn't like and convinced myself that I was using them. In my thirties after one abusive relationship too much I stopped seeing man and stoped being sexually active. Now that I am in therapy I know it's not right. Didn't...