Recent content by Hopeful Despair

I'm so sorry for your loss! It's so hard to lose our friends. Please take care of yourself.

I don't have a lot to add, most people explained way better than I could at this moment. I just want you to know that I feel the same way. Blocked from talking about my trauma, don't really remember, I thought it was once but was told it was more often. I too have blocked memories and things...

I am on chapter 4 and I am learning so much! Happy reading!

Thank you for checking on me! 🥰 I am trying. We are waiting for a call back from the director and my nerves are off the charts. It's crazy what our brains can do to us.

Great suggestion! Hubby plans on calling the office on Monday so I'll add that to the list. My appointment was Monday, he called Tuesday and I wrote him that night after he'd spoken with my husband and reiterated again that he didn't work for free, which neither of us understand why he thinks...

I'm offended that he continued to say he wouldn't work for free when my husband talked to him. My husband even pointed out that we paid cash in the begining, he raised his prices and we continued to pay cash. We got an exception and got insurance to take it, apparently for a limited time...

implied* not inferred

I'm sorry I don't know how to divide things up. Mostly that is correct. I'm don't think he's less and less available, I think he found the billing error when he was looking into giving me weekly appoitments like I asked for. But yes, he keeps changing everything and is less engaged during our...

I was not aware that I was becoming increasingly insecure with my therapist until things really blew up. I've been stuck in this place where I feel everything I do and say is wrong. Any little criticism sends me spiraling and suicidal. Before I started therapy I had a decent relationship with...

Sorry for what brought you here and welcome.

I love the Orville. Just finished most of the Star Trek stuff on Paramount +, started the cartoon Lower Decks today. I haven't heard of Somebody Feed Phil. Season 5 of The Crown is out tomorrow so I'll be starting that.

I have enjoyed Schitt's Creek and The Windsors on Netflix. Laughed a whole lot. I think I've watched both series about 3 times now. Lately, watching the old Beverly Hillbillies series has been fun too.

So sorry for the loss of your great friend.

Welcome. My therapist was pushing hard for me to find other support so I came here. I can see with just a few posts that it will be helpful. You did great finishing that cake! As someone recently said to me, be gentle with yourself.

Thank you and thank you for sharing. My therapist tells me at every session to get more support and the thought was too much. But one little criticism sent me spiraling and I pushed through to post in desperation. Funny how a small innocuous post to introduce myself helped in some way.